If it makes you less sad, I will die by your hand.
I hope you find out what you want.
I already know what I am.
And if it makes you less sad, we'll start talking again.
And you can tell me how vile I already know that I am.
I'll grow old and start acting my age.
I'll be a brand new day in a life that you hate.
A crown of gold.A heart that's harder than stone.
And it hurts a whole lot, but it's missed when it's gone.
Call me a safe bet. I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
Only hoping as time goes, you can forget.
If it makes you less sad, I'll move out of the state.
You can keep to yourself.I'll keep out of your way.
And if it makes you less sad, I'll take your pictures all down.
Every picture you paint, I will paint myself out.
It's cold as a tomb, and it's dark in your room,
when I sneak to your bed to pour salt in your wounds.
So call it quits or get a grip.
Say you wanted a solution.
You just wanted to be missed.
Call me a safe bet.
I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes, you can forget...
So you can forget
You can forget
You are calm and reposed.Let your beauty unfold
How I like the skin stretched over your bones.
Spring keeps you ever close.
You are second hand smoke.
You are so fragile and thin.
Standing trial for your sins.
Holding onto yourself the best you can.
You are the smell before rain.
You are the blood in my veins.
Call me a safe bet.
I'm betting I'm not.
I'm glad that you can forgive.
I'm only hoping as time goes,
you can forget.

if only tears were laughter,if only night was day,if only prayers were answered.Then we will hear God speak to us.

hey ppl,hi..k in sch,i rammed my own leg hahah!wanna kick the paper,but kick my leg instead..ah u know what,quite a few things happened,but im not gonna say them all..im down once again..was up like onli a few mins ago..but nowadays ah,mood swings la,attitude problems la..disrespect la..blabla..all the crap come out..every yr around this time,sure got same prob one..haha..i figured out the pattern!down down down!!im down!haha...i need dan gao to cheer me up again!wa i tummy ache now..haiz..its the swayest moment of the yr i tink..hey breaking news!i got 2 over 25 for ss test..i was a coward in class just now..sth happened.haha..oh ytd,sorry ppl for showing that attitude..woo i knew it sucked...now also i lidat la..stepping emo..haha!ok,im on archbishop's cup high and some upcoming matches for the servers team...i keep picturing them in my head..i feel it man,i feel it,the cup,is within our grasps,guys.bros.lets just reach out our arms and embrace it.
by the way,just to affirm u guys,i love you all.bros,buddy,siss,all,i love you all,thou there were some conflicts time and again..we're all bros n sis in Christ and will never eacape that fact..if i ignore u now,i still gotta face u in heaven.yup.

yo listen up here's a story about a white little guy that leaves in a white world,in all day and all night and everything he sees is just white,like him.
kk,got a few things to say..lets GOSSIP again shall we???i missed those times!hahha!!i know you do too!yeah?k today's physics lesson was reali r eali great...aliens exist?come on lets sing that song...hey mum there's sth in the backroom,hope its not the creatures from above..hahah..kk anyone of u interested,just pick up the phone and dial my number..i'll give u more details on the facts my teacher gave...im suppose to call someone to tell that someone sth abt the facts la...but knowing that fella,sleep so early one...onli know how to eat for extremely long periods (: k last 2 periods were physics...teacher spent like half a period telling us general knowledge..wa i love those stuff....there were religion stuff involved too...

every physics lidat one..he will tok till woo!the subject change here change there ah..non stop hits,all hits all day man.den teacher toking toking,den got tamil guys walking outside my class..den i very tired..so i decided to entertain myself...i shouted T!den teacher stop,his expression ah,super funny...he hold his chest all den say dont lidat leh,heart attack you know,u shout lidat...he is the funniest teacher in singapore i tell u!reali!funnier than me means very gd liao...yup...ehhhh...gagag!oops...haahha!

wa in tp,one balding man comb mohawk la pls!pls!wats this?cant mohawk,pls dont be bold hearted and try to do...oh gosh!picture it in ur head k,a man,patches of hair gone...onli the top one patch of straight line...eeew!look like shit...

and....i was the first guy to reach tuition,and last to leave...must be a guy la..haiz..haha!wa i onli do like 5 qns..the fifth one ah..did for like so bloody long!

k u know the rain stan by eminem,the one featuring dido....got raining sound effects..i was listening to that song...shhhheeeshhheee rain drops in the song...suddenly real life also rain...basket..

hahah enough of crap?no?ok,its 224am now,and dis dude happily typing away here has to wake up at dunno what time for soccer training..later on lunck,later on pia studies,later on meet meet meet,people la...later on dinner.later on soccer.later on walk home,later on bathe..later on end of day.routine saturdays.....................................

hope u're slping reali tight BUDDY PRINCESS!<3 wait,count,dream.hey that should be our motto!hahahah!so now we have a song,a motto..wat else?horses?mercedes..haha!that was the first night...then got palace too!so cool..........................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!love ya!
BUDBUD never msg me ah!haha call me later on in the day alright?hcooms!

hello hello!was just relinking someone...my buddy...DAWN!hahah!so just dropping by..nth to post actually....oh,still got desire to relink.....k gtg!take care ppl!and smile no matter what!i know its mad,but still.....i'll be mad with you!u're not alone!(:

k today's 17th march....ytd 16th...so lets talk a bit of cock about ytd first...ok..i was going for tuition,so left hs,walk to the lift...hmmm,some maid wanna play punk near my house ah..holding a bangla worker's hand...(i jealous seh)..haiz..gotta know each other so fast..banglas just came here to paint onli...den woo!hanky panky ah...hahah!i walk so silently they didnt know i came..took awhile for them to raelise me approaching..but i pretend never see la...i holding my hp,step never see..some biker ah,also u know,almost bang me...i'll smash his face in the mud if he did bang me...bicycle onli la,not motorbike...chill....

k then i met evonne in tp....damn!i think i was the guiltiest person on earth when i had news that she was taking CAB AGAIN just to rush down....im never gonna meet her again!mei,must promise me that u'll onli take bus or train to meet me,no more taxi!erase the word taxi from ur dictionary!or else.............................thats it balls........i'll pluck out ur onli tooth!then no need buy tooth brush liao....no pink,no purple,no sky blue tooth brush for u!

how old am i?whats my age again,whats my age again?im 16 turning 17....watched 300 yt and it was so cool...k after favourite movies LOTR,Harry P.,Troy..and so on...this comes next..yeah i hope and think there'll be a part two..if it comes out next yr im so gonna kill the director if he makes it M18 again....damn...make me miss the first part of the movie...haha

haiyo...sad man the movie...lucky i not feeling emo ah,or else sure wouldve cried in the cinema(step!).....hahaha.......bloody hell....so poor thing..cant say what happened la....in case u wanna watch or wat..yeah must keep u in suspense?yeah sth lidat...hope i managed to...

alright im getting boringer by the moment...i just woke up..fell asleep for a few mins earlier on....sorry Chris meimei!disappointed u for two days in a row...hahah!tired la...

k dan gao wanted me to update....sth about my underwear??!!oh my...i guess i shall keep that a secret....hahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!retarded....wat so gd abt underwears.....???shh!let us reflect....

hello ya'll!ahah step slang!hmm hope my budbud is enjoying herself....k today in delifrance,two chairs were facing in opposite directions like during confessions,so leslie made a confesiion to me..haha!it was real crappy..

den went to les hs...too much details to type out man...hope nana talk abt them in her blog...haha....rachel had to leave halfway in town to go to sch...we followed her la..took train..haha...les n i had to carry rach's and nana's bag la..in town...i carried onli for awhile..sorry for being ungentlemanly rach.haha!we reali looked ridiculous man...like les n i were going to school and all..

ok...was QUITE a boring day...all thanks to the leeds fan...sighs..nvm..im sure tml will make it up for today!i pushed my tuition to wed...so tml i have time with my bros and juniors....it better hell be fun balls!hahah!


tata!im in love with lillian!wa next time lillian must marry me,den stay block 155(biswas block sia)...den we'll have WHEN YOUR HEART STOPS BEATING playing during our party at home..hmm how does that sound like?hahah!weirdo me......saw the p6 girl in cold storage this morning...she was with her mum i tink...ah but i walk past cold storage den my brain told my erm,brain? that it was her...

hello ppl!yup i know its, late....its a new day....its a new day,but it seem so old....song goes sth like that??hahha...whack!some good charlotte song la..anthem?ok lets cut the crap..

today's soccer was good..k la it was last nite...considered today la...mass was horrible...!seriously..haha...i shant go into details..too embarrassing...especially being the leader of that group..haha!den after soccer,servers had a post soccer activity..new one...i found a roll of black thread while walking home...quite a few servers there...then i kick it twice while holding the end of the thread..so it rolled...bernard picked it up...and..that was where the fun begun...spider man's webs and venom's spins started appearing..with threads being tied from poles to poles,pillars to pillars...and jsut sitting there watching ppl walking straight at them...it was hilarious...after that,biswas n shermann n i did the same thing near my hs...this time the cyclist kena...and some other ppl...and one guy snapped a three layer one,the sound was loud man....PAP!not p.a.p la....its the sound effects...PAP!

k gotta go..meeting les and a couple of other ppl later..

helllo sir!hahah kk....don laugh yet!k maybe u can,if u know what im talking abt...wa,seriously,i think i just watched the sickiest movie ever?k la,for me it was reali reali sick..see la,now i got block nose..not buaying ah....wa the title is........erm....hannibal rising..haha sia la at first i spelt as hinnabal.....hahha!it was all abt human eating,killings,some good skills of dunno what martial art...(i wanna learn it man,reali cool,haha!)now is 1220 am la......the movie was a few mins ago...ended at 1115?around there...woo...reali..sick till ah,i found it funny..i still do!haha in the lift i kinda crack a joke,or rather,made two comments and HENG in the lift onli got our church ppl..k la,first comment was-he should at least fry the cheek la,ate it raw u know!second comment-sakae sushi!AHHAH!

funny rite...i toking abt the human meat thing...those under 16,don laugh..cuz u wont know what im toking abt..movie was NC16....big boys and girls...k la,wat was more impacting was..........it was some sort of a parables-servers outing?such a rare scene!haha!yeah,but it was reali the spirit of last yr's sec4 batch man....i love them...yeah...rock!then sandra ah,she also made a few comments abt the movie..thou i heard it second hand from janice(was eavesdropping onli)see,second hand also ah,still must eavesdrop..haiz..but still,they sounded scary!wat to do..sandra ma...sia la..rhyme...sandra ma...oh!and the guy,the main star?dunno sherms or desNg say look like fabrizio..hahah!for me,now i rmb,looks like the batman the gay dude...forgot his name..the one wear mask then spray the thing one...AH,miss the beginning of the hannibal la..ten mins!

k this morning till just now was at the p6 camp with parables la...beginning when they didnt know us,.it was quite lame..me acting as Jesus,and qns like-why jesus got pierce ear....jesus no specs what...why jesus no beard..i liked it when larris said jesus shaved!hhah!but i just wanted to say Jesus doesnt look like how he does in pictures...but well,guess they're young n will know it soon...it was reali fun,soccer,captains ball...bully some dudes..wa ball got stuck at roof top...haha larris had the bollas to get it down...it was reali fun la...i dunno what else to say..last part,after dinner b4 we left,they had a thank u statement for us...yeah my group(the peacemakers) was like all guys,den anthony join in,even more guys...no girls..after an hour or so,trish came...haha...then one more came kinda late,but no more group work liao...wa but the name-the peacemakers- ah,sounds ahem....i dunno sound like what?were we peaceful in the first place?haha!we were la,cuz we like dunno what to do,so must buat bodoh..wat was the spotlight of the camp ah?i forgot...k la,they sang well...were spontaneous..reali reali great response..how i wished i started camps in pri sch...fantastic apportunities man!see u p6s in church soon man!i know u all miss us!we missed u all too!hahah!got shed a tear or not?A tear onli,might as well dont shed at all..eh chill la...hahah!oh ya i tested someone today,forgot who n what......ok i better get going...must dream of the movie...den start screaming-misha!misha!MISHA!MISHA!-

YOSHINOYA!SAKAE SUSHI!

eeeww....kk better stop...reali...or else those two restaurants no business cuz of me..cham liao....nite everyone!misses and loves u people!all u people cant u see cant u see?haha!ur duh duh has affected my reality..

kk..stop crapping..what went wrong?because you said this was right...u ahem up my life!i tired of always hearing sad and sappy love songs...oversensative guys....da da da da....whack!!k la..its taken fromt he song-----------------------

perhaps we could ask ouselves this evening,my dear brothers and sisters in Christ..are we........................................................let us,reflect...SHOOOJORDDDDDDDD!

just now...stepped on half a slope,half a step..den my foot shake,so did my body..haha sure looked funny..den,those ah peks under void deck,eh not under void deck,its at void deck,they play chess rite..chinese chess..wa no joke u know,their seeds getting larger by the day.ytd i see,larger than usual..today i see again,larger than larger than usual..theres no typo here...it means its reali kinda huge..can barely fit into those squares they're playing on..they spoil their eyes thru chess ah,not worth it rite...haiyo..



haha oh ya hi!sorry for the no-intro.....OH!just now at the court,lights out...i walking back to my stuff...i tot the ground got hole sia..i fell halfway into the drain actually..basket..almost suffered another injury...eye brow injured,throat injured..ankle hurts...now wat,whole right leg kena amputate..shiok ah lidat...one leg kicking soccer liao...okok lets stop the crabbing(crapping)..

wat else...shit i forgot..oh ya tml i wont be around...u can try contacting me by sms or calling my hp la...not hs phone ah...but hp also,hmmm,might not reply..got the p6 camp thing..one day onli..i tot wat..kk

take care everyone!

yoyo!back!once again,by popular demand!hahah!yeah....soooo sway today!soccer during pe,kena ram in the face..got cut at eye brows,the eye brow kena zian bao...cut thin...some hair came out...den so ma fun,must wash,office gimme cream to put...i bend back my specs till spoil...den cant see...then must sign out of sch with my fren to go optical shop...like in betwwen recess n E maths ,both of us no more maths...yeah the two drummers!hahah step!yeah go change the nose piece..rfeaking ex...3bucks!my hs here free la...i tink i just now come back to woodlands,fix the nose piece,n go back sch,still cheaper ah...ok then after sch go home,kena one bus driver with attitude prob...never scold me la...but......long story...den keep honk honk honk..i tyr to slp...he heng i can slp ah...i wanted to shout at him sia..he wear cap all,think he so cool ah...burn his cap la......damn..haha!


kk i dunno what else to type...i just wanted to update!nth much to update anyway...