YOUR voice was the soundtrack of my summer!(you'll always be my thunder!) so baby bring on the rain.

ahahah ok i've jsut got this song-hey there delilah-.quite slow i know.but i would like to edit the lyrics.dedicate this to HER.(:



Hey there DAWN JANNER
What's it like in Chua Chu Kang?
I'm a hundred metres away
But girl tonight you look so pretty
Yes you do
Times Square can't shine as bright as you
I swear it's true

Hey there Dawn Janner
Don't you worry about the distance
I'm right there if you get lonely
Give this song another listen
Close your eyes
Listen to my voice it's my disguise
I'm by your side

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me

Hey there Dawn Janner
I know times are getting hard
But just believe me girl
Someday I'll pay the bills with this guitar
We'll have it good
We'll have the life we knew we would
My word is good

Hey there Dawn Janner
I've got so much left to say
If every simple song I wrote to you
Would take your breath away
I'd write it all
Even more in love with me you'd fall
We'd have it all

Oh it's what you do to me


Oh its what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me

A hundred metres seems pretty far
But they've got bikes and trains and cars
I'd walk to you if I had no other way
Our friends would all make fun of us
and we'll just laugh along because we know
That none of them have felt this way
Dawn Janner I can promise you
That by the time we get through
The world will just get better
And you're to thank

Hey there Dawn Janner
You be good and don't you miss me
Three more years and you'll be done with school
And I'll be making history like I do
You know it's all because of you
We can do whatever we want to
Hey there Dawn Janner here's to you
This ones for you

Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
Oh it's what you do to me
What you do to me.

Oh oh
OOOoohhhh
Oh oh
Ooooooohhhhh
Oh Oh
OOOoohhhh
OOOOooohhhhh
Oh Oh




alright!darling fool u see that?its for u(: i shall not put the song there la.can send u if u want(:HUG!



just now,was with desiree and kristel,waiting for my group to come,den soccer.it was fun.got cycle!my team'll beat anthony's,his will beat biswas's.hahaha.forever.caught a cockroach,or rather.it went into my 'trap'.hahaha put desiree's empty choc tube there.it brawled in.sean was the lucky number one to open the box.hahaa.ok,we studied alot today.day was good.due to some phone calls and BROTHERS.hahaha.!they made my day.thanks.








"Tonight will change our lives
It's so good to be by your side
We'll cry
We won't give up the fight
We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs
And they'll think it's just 'cause we're young
And we'll feel so alive"

(: hahaha.HUGs!KISSES!xoxoxoxoxo.

FORGET YESTERDAY EVERYONE!its history.keep going forward.im lost for words now.ok biswas announcements was funny.ahhaa.and sorry grace!it was u that fell ytd.hahaha didnt help u up.gosh.didnt know it really was u.sorry ah,so ungentlemanly of me.ahhahaha!!!since when was i a gentleman?!hahhahahah!!!!

do u care if i dunno what to say?will you slp tonight?will u dream of me?will i shake this off ,pretend its all ok.that there's someone out there who feels just like ME!


listening to that song now.ahaha.THERE IS!!!!that video's cool.agree?ok i've got a prob now.cant get a preson to replace me for YC tml.

ok.let me tell u all sth.whats said here remains here yeah?grace.u there?ok.one girl fell in front of me at a stair.it looked like grace from behind.i didnt see the face.i so unkind.didnt help.but shhh.not gonna make fun.normally i do.ahhha.ok wait.but i was so weird!first time i was so inconsiderate.grace was that u that fell.?cuz the slipper came off.and i was walking.i didnt stop.i walked over the slipper slowly and she was like waiting for me to walk pass so she can wear her slippers.im sorry.was she waiting for help?haha.damn.i was listening to music!distracted i guess.and stunned.i saw every moment of it.slow motion.den but wait wait.if i fall like this.i will get up real real quick.but she remained there so long.waiting for help?I DUNNO!hahahah.it was weird.but she didnt had to get excited adn jump onto the first stair.OH!i was distracted by the man who looked at me.i was staring at him too.nto lovey dovey type la.i hate people who stare like as if im some wanted person.

ok class jersey quite lame.hahaha.hmm.no soccer today.tried to study.(:

had dinner.mood got spoilt.then unspoilt.hahaha and so im good now.


i love you baby.star gazing every night is just what we'll do.

hahaha alright jsut saw amrish.he was downstais.he called.den asw him thru my window.ahhaha.THNAK GOD he called.or else maybe we might ahve to shout instead.hahah..

ok today initially was bad.real bad.till i felt scared and sad.but now,things are slowly improving(:so glad.hahaha five reason why?hmmm.need to ask SOMEONE.HAHAHAHA.


more resutls out!for prelims.don ask man.haha phoo.damn cham.might as well dont do prelim.ok tml graduation ceremony after school i guess.den gonna have class jersey.my nickname is torres!woo!so glad.ahaha.but the jersey only fbt.so jia lat.i thought nike or adidas.i will scream balls.but it'll be god damn expensive.hahaha.

haiz.someone dont wanna accept my five reasons.tsk tsk tsk.saddening.ahahhaa.

i failed clb.how worst can i get?


i love you darling.

hello there!whole world,forgive me.


ok.today sucked.anyone knows why?anyone?no?ok.got back more resutls.hahah sucks.den.some people ah.haiz.ok la,two main groups of people,the rest all individuals.one group got no initiative,the other so -.dunno what word to use.witless?ah its damn dumb la the other group....ok,then noone studied with me.got effing pissed witht the librarians.the muslim lady.take her scarf strngle her la.basket.everything also kao pei.might as well dont name it library alreadi.children section.PUI ah!so what am i?not a kid?adults were there with their kids.so,the adults are wat?one more ah,malay also,all the librarians malay la,really.she ah,i saw her tlel one girl,dont sit here.move.EFF u man.you move la.u bought that area of library land is it.i didnt see any instructions stating - u cant sit here- any explanation,ms librarian?think what,u not guarding istana k.bloody hack.


anyway,SOME people are really really....hurrr....mann.its impossible to find a solid word to describe them.anyway,thanks EVONNE for trying to cheer me up.yeah...anyway,saw avlyn and gian at lib first.after awhile,saw marcus.hahhaa.i was like-eh why the librarian never tell u all get lost?- den he say no ah,can sit here what..then just nice,the lady come.excuse me,children area.u cant sit here.HAHAHA.i acted stupid with her earlier on.she confirm rmb my face alr..KAO PEI!hahaha.hahah.nagger.

ok,little darling fool had her phone today but didnt tell me till just now.how sweet.haiyo.k,studying wasnt productive anyway.hahaha.couldnt concentrate.


photo taking was weird.ah,cut my hair ytd.hahah ytd one teacher say got photo taking,pls flatten ur hair.we really dont wanna see dinosaur spines and dunno what la he say.so ytd i purposely got cut..today go in mohawk.hahaha.woo.never say anything leh they all.ahhaha.good good.


TODAY SUCKS!oh,btw,happy birthday cake(:

hello!hahah i just reallised i used to write the dumbest thing in my diary/calendar.hahah.ah.was immatured then,i guess.only a few yrs back though.

ok,made a DAMN great mistake in wearing coloured shoes,and not brining bag to school for science mcq prelims today.hahah.first thing in the morning,realise i needed calculator for mcq.ok,had to go borrow.borrow from teacher.took from chemistry lab one,battery quite low.den,go up to hall,get caught by the bitch jackie cheng.had to take exam with jsut socks.shoes leave somewhere.hahah.she heng she jsut leave there,after exam jsut take.if not.......i'll make sure she becomes a guy when i deal with her.


alright.gtg!think i going exam prayers later la.sighs.sad sad.(not abt the prayers la)

love ya dear.

went tuition just now.today no school.no prelim.tml have again,one hour only.scince mcq.hahaha.what the hack!i almost went up the wrong escalator just now before tuition.lucky saw one guy going up.at first i tot HE going up wrong one.damn,i cover up quite funny.ahhaha.i tink im gonna have phobia of escalators.really.nowadays i siao alr.cant differentiate between up and down.really.this was not the first time.must dy over dx rite.hahahah.AAHAH.ok ok.hmmm.

ytd,some girls,haha ok la,gen and my DARLING COUSIN natasha jiejie,ask me why my msn nick was some girls tryt oo hard.dont worry,those girls are not u.and besides,it was from a blink song.they were making fun of a girl they saw.hmmm.u want the lyrics?hmm.maybe tml or what i put it up.the song title is -the party song.-ahahah.yeah.thats the one.alright.be back again soon!lazy to blog nowadays la.


"and then i saw her standing there.with green eyes and long blonde hair....." ok ok shhhh!!!hahahaha.nana and leslie should know the lyrics.

hello there!im back from school.had physics prelim.last night was a calamity.panick.hahah.tot today chemistry.but!physics.soooo....thats it balls.i didnt complete the paper.slept.felt like puking.didnt reaally sleep last night.as in this morning la.tried sleeping at 12 plus.but cant.oh then last night still can watch bruce almighty.shiok.relac all.haha.funny la the show.ok,just finish my harry potter book.haha.good good.fantastic.last part a bit weird.

ok lets go back.history abit.u must know my history.yeah.ok.on 5/9/07. i hope noone from tuition sees this.haha.got one girl there,look like cat.i dunno la,but everytime see her face,reminds me of cat.guess her name?cheryl!ahaha.i think its cheryls cat.step cheryl only.but actually is tiger.(tiger is cute)
ok my junior in tuition,he pick up call in class.supposed to go out pick up.then not say whisper ah,he talk damn bloody loud,and not say english.or chinese.but dialect sia.wa zai,le ka wa kong.....dunno what else.den my teacher had to shout his name then he REALISED he was in class.hahaha.

ok,this day was the -jeweller's shop- play,had two dollars deducted from my ez link card.overstayed.damn.hahah wait for servers like that one.hahah.for sure!hahah jk jk.all that sunut's fault la.wait for him longest.then in the end he go home again,forgot to bring money.wa damn cock.haha.then there were many star bucks in town,just realised.raffles hotle there.came out of city hall,straight away star bucks.thought of HER.ahhaha.SHE can make a heart with one hand with two straws la,so pro!haiyo!pro pro!pai shou.

oh and 5th sept,happy birthday kris bro!

8sept,happy birthday mum and leslie!

ok,now is 6sept,i study with gen.first at civics lib.then walk to church.wanted to buy bubble tea.the shop conquered by ah lians.so pai seh.haha.tsk tsk tsk."building captured"ok la,bought it in the end.but wrong order.supposed to be choc ice blended.i order milk shake.so the ice was still there.damn.

ok,then fell asleep,super tired.first in lib,i slept for a fraction of a sec,gen throw highlighter at me.i jerk awake.angry at first,but rmb it was her.so chill.go st teresa,slp again!she throw!den,i slp AGAIN!she use paper whack my face.i wake again.AGAIN!den really cant take it.she never wake me up,but keep saying eh go home slp la.hahaha.ok i went home.i was dreaming la!the one second slp.slp den straight away dream,but kena rude awakening.


ok,,prelims are going bad so far.

):

i feel sick now.i tink for now dont say anything uncomfortable or disgusting to me.i will just puke.really.

update again soon!gotta link rose syrup,sheng sheng,who else?one more.forgot who.oh!AHHAHA ytd dolly,came back from camp,saw me,call me what?i didnt really hear.but should be lazy bum.tsk.ah,at least only my ass lazy.


alright.im not feeling too well!tata!

-lie in my arms always,baby.

damn nana u just had to include my name there.hahah.think i got ample time is it?hahaha.. ok ok fine.. nana told me to do this thing.must list ten habits or sth like that.tne habits k,oh!and little known things or weird things abt me..then i'll name six people,these six must do too.and nana's taken up those people i want them to do la.ok.here they are-

1.i laugh before i say my joke
2.i talk so much that sometimes i end up talking to myself,and nobody understands what i've just said.
3.i laugh to myself.
4.i erm..hey secret la dey.HAHAH.i dont raew raewrednu ta emoh.
5.when im alone,i pretend im a star.when i look in the mirror too,i pretend im a star.star as in actors,soccer players.
6.habit?i dig my nose,and ear.hmm.nowhere else.
7.i loved E maths last yr.most people hate it.so i guess its sth.
8.i can love and hate a particular person.both feelings at the same time.
9.im a damn softy inside.but dont try me.i may cry alot.but.still dangerous!HAHAH.
10.daydreaming,abt me and SOMEONE walking down an aisle.hmmm.i DUNNO ANYMORE LA!


six people i wanna name are -dawn,dawn,dawn,dawn,dawn,dawn.eh why six names ah?so weird.okok properly.-dawn,cheryl,dolly(AHHAHAHA),desiree,who else?ah four people la,discount.i not enough friends.hahaha.tongith i blog again!got more PERSONAL stuff to blog.ahahah.take my test people!if you fail,ahppy birthday to u.u're gonna get it!nana's alr on the killing list.

thanks for your letter(:

so,i guess i cant be a priest,from the looks of it.AHHA.i cant answer her questions!whats sacramentals?mann!it slipped from my mind.and i duno the bible well!oh!priests' test.haha.test me sacraments!i know!hahaha.

hey harry potter book,ah,cant help noticing she's mentioned cake,moon,dawn,and crab quite a few times.hahaha.

good morning,afternoon people!i haven brushed teeth!(aiyo) - XD thats a step blink one eight two sign.hahha.



i gave and i gave and i gave you my trust like the time that we kissed and you gave me a lie.to add to the scene you pretended to cry.but im here and im cool,teh way that it is.just give me a chance and I'll try to forgive!!!!hahahahahahaha.


k last night i did sth lame,recorded the live version of I MISS YOU from youtube,into my hp.haha.on youtube it rocks quite a lot.mark looks -?!boyish?he just looks and behave different from his curly hair self.must be the hair.in my hp,the video sucks.hahaha.ok see you all,maybe tonight MIGHT blog again.going church study myself now.someone will motivate me there.get it?

hellO!haha.thanks bros for the time out today.haha.just now.im glad i chose u guys over my other thought earlier on.i was about to leave,changed my mind.did not wanna watch in the end.but im really glad i got pulled in.by eugene and yeah.samuel,eugene,bernard,shermann and i went for a movie.yup.really rare you see the five of us hanging out together,some more go movie.ahhaha.i was the YOUNGEST!aiyo.always.hahaha.but i hope i made you four happy.tried joking,good to see u all laugh.hey sam,chill la,thou my jokes are all about you,i sincerely hope deep down in ur heart u were laughing along.come on,you know me since when?even i cant rmb.tis part and parcel of a joker's life man!(damn,im having tummy ache ): ) ok,but samuel,you,YOU really got onto our nerves.just before the movie started.i tot this outting would make my day,it was disaster at first,but eventually,it made my day.HAHA.HENG AH!ah marcus and jos not there.u damn heng.mann,you just got everything,EVERYTHING wrong mr sammy!see la,never contact us some more.i know i lied to you,saying i was going home.but man,hey man,BRAINS!hello?!brains!my house wat for take bus all to cwp from church?and cant u call me instead to ask?hahahah.sam,u're the man of today!HAHAHH!love you man lao shi!HHAA.you screwed our timing,our seats,haha.but all went well,all went well.YOU NAGGED AT ME LIKE AS IF I WAS YOUR -,your -.what?you were like some granny and i the kid man.hahaha.

lets move on.ok the movie,not bad not bad.had meaning.touching.had some horny scenes.hahaha.ALL SAMUELS FAULT.ok wait,im not over him.make us sit so far infront.hahaa.L or watever the seat was.second row.my neck ah,if u used protractor,it would show a drawn to scale 90 degrees i swear.ok ok lets get over sammy boy.the theatre guy ah,dunno how to choose song.think he just bought the -hairspray- cd or sth.played all the way!ALL THE WAY!OMG!seriously man.i thought i was like on the phone with that SOMEONE again man.should be hair spray la.got one song mentioned -hairspray-.all so high pitched and all.hahah.no doubt at all man.

ok eugene wanted me to try his peanut butter special bread should be from bradley.eh no la,bread talk.the thing dropped on my chair!not whole thing la.hahaha.HENG AH!that was the first row sit.i wanted to sit there what,cuz i was carrying alot of things at first,then tried to move in.then i gave up,i was moving so slow that by the time i reached my seat,the movie might have ended.but int he end got people book even the front row.hahah.ah,i gave them abit of entertainment.oops.about sammy again.AHAH.LONG story!should i say?hmm.there was this girl that came in alone.sat right in front.eugene said this type not watch movie one,its to release stress.got problem type.den we agreed.so bernard and shermann dared samuel to go there,say hi,how are you or sth like taht.five words.they say they'll pay him five,ten,30 dollars all.ahhaha.then the hairspray song was noticed!shermann or who said,go there dance.then i pointed to the centre of the theatre and said,there!centre.but first,go to the girlask her.excuse me,may i have a dance with you.hahaha then i did some weird movement la,that was supposed to be the dance.and they say i so fast high alr.must be the salted to pop corns.the song wasnt helping.den movie gonna start,got more guys and girls go join her.haha she was crying i tink.her frens came la,then eugene was like wa lucky never go there.or else samuel ah,sure become wrestling match alreadi.ahahhahahah!freaking funny.mann.im just gonna die man!AHHAH.in both negative and positive sense.mann servers one thing ah,can change my bad mood into good mood in like,hmm a minute moment.(my-nyut)not min-it ah.hahaha.get it?haiz,hope so.ahhaha.

basket come out of cinema i abit unbalanced,one lady knocked me,gently thou,but i went totally off balance,i had to lean on a wall for support.then cab with shermann and eugene.thanks eugene.but its kinda sad we cant eat.you had to go back to slp.all the best for ur test!taxi driver damn funny!ok la,quite funny only.im funnier i hope.AHHAHA.he speak to us in dialect,should be hokkien ah.aiya,but mostly mised with chinese,.talk about girl boy.say cross road also must hold here hold there.last time boy hold girl,now girl hold boy.hahah.damn.then he laugh so loud alone.i only laugh soft soft la.the taxi super smelly.like he burped beefore we enter i tink.then i laugh again.then he suddenly say so loud,"SHI MA!?" or sth like that.ask me right or not.hahha.then i shock.i wanted to say tiok!but,na.didnt.ahaha.


ok i swear i'll get back to donovan one day.ahhaha.he got this potato thing he cant finish,so i ate the thing,and the crumps super alot,i ate them.while eating,des ng taught him how to drum the plastic bag,so the thing can come out easier for me.des left,then i eat.wa lao donovan drum the plastic bag.it all came out on me la!damn.my shirt,neck,floor.use the chopstick.if my neck got pimple,thats it balls.you know how bloody oily that thing was?!i might die soon.ate so much.OH to add on to the disaster,i realised i drank dirty water.yellow one.sacristy got prob.the water all yellow.wash my face with it all la.DAMN!hahah.the worse was,Father's cruet was filled with that too!so shermann took initiative to go change water,but onli during communion.so fatehr cyril drank the dirt one,fatehr vincent drank the alright one.hahaha.fatehr vincent came to help for communion wat.ahah so ya.owww,my hand hurts.type too much.ytd kena knock by anthony on my arm.above the elbow there.can feel the juicyness of the muscle la!ah i hate this kinda knocks.it twists and squashes your muscles.ok.


hahah just read HER letter.damn,its nice.thanks.hahah.(:

AH!im holding on to one mini hope!this hope is sooo sooo sooo thin that anything,anyone,anytime,can just break it!im scared!(gotta be strong!) confidence!come on!emmanuel,you can do it!hahaha.oh shh,no laughing!serous.ah,mann,i went against my own words guys..sorry.such a hypocrite,and so on.is self judging a sin?na,i cant condemn myself.everyone is worthy!anyone CAN COOK!AHAHAHH!the movie.ok that last part can laugh.from movie.wats the title?ratatouille or sth lidat.dont ask me pls.i didnt know it was pronounced as rat-tat-too-eel or sth lidat.i kept sayignth e rat show,or the ratatooteel.whack la!wa lao,the name so long.cant the director just name it -The Rat- or sth?!ahhaha

okok.ah,m tryna to get all worries and hurt away from me.mroe and more people,supposedly close friends,pang sehing me more!hhaha.but yet,my bros are there for me."others" company is close to nothing compared to theirs.thats truth.-winks-hhaha.so many things happened!sorry cant type all!