good morning ladies and gentlemen.
we're about to get hot and sweaty.ooooh baby.i know you like. whackkk!!!hahah supposed to be a line from dont cha.hahah.failure la.

haha ytd last day of work.shiok.no work.onli small pile of paper to file.hahah.then first thing i do when i reached work was to call raymund's extension,he pick up,then i put down.then i walked over,and told him its me.he say what the eff ah you.hahahah!!wa the new bangla scold raymund idiot seh.hahah joke joke one la.but he so fast learn bad word ah!idiot is not a good word,boy!

kk acne asked abt salary.i say thousand per month.wa,so much ah,i only 500.then i just smile,move my shoulder up and down,and walk away/she speak chinese la,i cant reply what.

and the amount of fake names i got ah..nick name or whatever u call them.cuz some people cant even pronounce my real name,which means the new name they gave cant be a nickname right?its a hantam bola name.danny(closest friends),emman,emmas,ahmad,edmund.very soon ah,you say any name only,i'll turn around,assuming u're calling me.i'll respond to any name.set?


k then i followed ray,he was eating milo powder.so i also took a packet,started eating.bledy hell,went up my nose all.nose also hungry.

acne i tell you ah,damn despo sial.ask me to be older bro cuz i look older.then mark giving me his number.she say give her's too.what the eff.i hoped mark didnt give it to her.but in the end.she cornered me and asked,and raymund just looked secretly.nah ma,never help..waht the EFF!seriously.before that she ask mark why never give her number. then mark told me she said she'll miss me all.wa then she sent some emails that would give me a lifetime of day and nightmares.scary piece of shit.she secretly put one packet of snack on my desk all. then we gossiping abt her,karthik on the phone suddenly laugh,we all divert our atention to him.hahaha.he siao liao.

then ray and i made our last drink together.mocha.hahaha. then that mark ah,keep saying must have goodbye kiss.in front of acne.then he told acne to french kiss me.WHAT THE EFF!. no worries,it didnt happen.eee she keep toking to me.help,pls,someone.

CARRIE UNDERWOOD!hahah.suddenly i feel moved by her song.awww.but its all for girls.thats one reason why i dislike female singers.sing for themselves.but nice lyrics. :D
second last day of work! (:
and its time to hang out,exercise and so on.bestie's fast!first on the list!hahah.

i think she's second on the list too.haahah!
tsk tsk tsk!stingy right?dont let me go out with others.haaahha!!!jk jk!!

kk yesterday,mum say that day ah,i close my eyes,straight away snore.very loud some more.hahaha.im such a pig.i admit!not like some people.hahahha.
k yesterday,my socks were so loose ah,gonna shit,take out jeans,one side halfway coming out.the other side totally lost.at first i thought forgot to wear sial.but cannot be la.where got so serious.tio bo?hahah.panic all.then in the end,it was stuck in my jeans.hahaha.
mohan ah,karchiao the myanmar guy,say the guy go internet see the bad things only.then added on,saying the guy see myanmar one.then myanmar call mohan.


kk next day,which is today!i using photocopying machine.then use alr,never clear mode.so still copying 3times.haha.the guy go press enter.printed 3times.then he say i never tell him.hahha.then tray no paper.i took out mroe from the cupboard,then slam the damn A4 on the damn table.hahhaa.damn loud la the sound.von behind me confirm bigit one.
kk karthik open the portal site for me ah,cuz my acc cant.then after viewing a few,i accidentally press the cross.so went out again.hahaha.then he must help open again.trouble maker.i say sorry,he say no prob.then i took a deep breath.then i regretted saying sorry.nah ma,the B.O ah.woohoohoo.he bend in front of me.my nose there.like roll in wet market,then the shirt just leave there never dry. IF YOU SMELL......!!

that day ray and my boss ask me la,why the filing so messy.(ray wasnt working that day).then i say i dunno,i dont file those.then now the boss on leave la.so ray planning to tell him when he comes back,by which i'll be gone,that i was the one who filed them.hahaha.cheat jun's feelings only eh!haha!the file he say must be neat,cuz giving to client or what la.then look so ugly.
at first ray say he'll tell jun i filed them.cuz he cant go after me what.i not working anymore.then i say "ya la,say that.cuz that day u didnt come,i told him i dont file those."
then he scold me eff you.hahaha!we ah,always cover up for each other.pity jun.never gets the truth.ahhaha.


wa sial,i header the bus thing,the ceiling hting,damn pain la.peng san!hahah lucky noone saw,was right behind.then gonna alight,my knee whack the handle all.damn pain balls!hahaha.

bloody hell i think i too strong.trying to open the plastic bag with the cups inside.on top onli la.baskret.the side all split.hahah.if i break the styrofoam cups,they confirm kao pei me.hahaha.tear the whole thing on top man!hahah.no chance.

wa piang eh,9am in the morning alreadi panic.i press print,it was gonna print about 2078 pages.its one page separated into thousands.hahaha.den i click twice!cuz i thought first time got problem.both stop at six hundred plus plus.den i panic.ask raymund.hahah we couldnt stop it la,so he took out all the a3 papers.so cant continue.hahah.madness!den i tell him the amount of paper we use ah,can make one tree alreadi man. you shouldve seen the look on his face when i said i printing 600plus pages.the eyes open till cant open anymore.hahaha.

WA!that on ah,touch my ass all!again!!basket.

ok i photocopying halfway,didnt realise my finger was on the off button.haha.photocopying halfway,jusst nice when that set over,the machine shut down.off la.basket.then one guy,,,,i tell u,always act dumb.act cute ah.then put biscuit in his mouth say thank you.hahah.he always prefer hand signs to talking. :D

kk then before i left,raymund told karthik that karthik supposed to buy pizza for me cuz i leaving soon.then karthik still talkin to raymund,von from behind use his leg lift the lever on karthik chair.so he went down,like how i did that day.hahah.

you'll be on the bed of roses while I on the bed of nails!
I will love you baby always.and i'll be there forever and a day always!!!! (:

hello!good morning! soccer was absolutely fantastic yesterday.hahah.loved my team.

ok lets start from the 20th!!:D backdate awhile la,boleh?boleh...hosei.
RUNAWAY WORLD!

kk lets start.was in joscelyn's house with some bros.:D then we were on marcus bed.we were bending down over sth.then i turn my head la,my saliva fly,hit anthony's hand.he wipe on marcus bed!HAHAHAHA.basket.cant take it man.aiya,hit my hand also.dunno,my saliva siao one.
then i tried helping marcus with A maths,did two questions,brain cells died.i peng san on his bed.sleep,then they had to wake me up,go home.hahhha.
shiok sial sleep.
my goodness von was mad again.he made mocha again,but onli half cup hot water,half cold.i bet the powder never dissolve.cuz i tried that before.HAHAHA.

wa i step and bend down in between karthik and one more bangla.ka le kong sai.i felt my lungs tore.damn smelly sial!

then i yawning halfway.sally reply my email.gave me a damn shock.the sound la.dengdeng.then it stopped my yawn.tsk.
aiya i keep drooling in office i dunno why!!hahahah.any experts on how to stop drooling?

then lunch,we drank XO in office.gila,the bledy thing 40 percent alcohol.drank a sip onli la we all.cuz we didnt have any drinks to mix it with.

karthik kena jag by the phone.mark ah,he transfer call.then karthik pick up raymund phone.but i think it was jun's phone ringing.hahah karthik's face after that....funny man.

the nest day!!21st!!!starts now!!
von!stick out his hand.i bigit,thought he gonna whack me.but no la.he wanna hand shake.so i shook his hand,KANINA,he started squeezing.i squeeze back la,always train in shcool last time.then he say -this guy very strong.- then raymund say i use my hands alot.but he meant in the wrong way.haha basket.then von did a very obscene thing.cant say here.u wont be able to take it.HAHAH.then he say mine very big.ahem ahem.what the F!haha then raymund,got o my desk,free kuti me twice.damn pain.damn hard la he kuti.i kept shouting arghhhhh!!i dont wanna show him the world's hardest kuti la.he 25 yrs old.must show respect!HHAHAH.

wa karthik laugh,really!!!everday he laugh,siao eh.!his outburst of laughter.really no A one lor.just hhhhhh all the way.hahahaha.first will ah!then hhhh.......

oh ya i went to the roof of my company with jeremy.its a garden la.shiok sia.

ok chow smelt like a vege in a wet market.the guy with speaking problem.cuz he foreigner.i doing photocopying.then need staple.staple is attached to table with rubberbands la.i turn.dunno where the staple go sial.then i see the damn rubber bands.stretched to the bledy core.chow took it to open the biscuit tin.he stretch all the way there.wa my eyes open tua tua liap eh.basket,might as well stretch go home.
i would have laughed it the rubberbands snapped.
drool agaiN!!:D
ok i making hair again,von came in again! i started smiling cuz i knowo he gonna say sth. he say -handsome- i immediate response-hansome ah!?-
he ah,too free.walk around,asking everyone "how?"tghen he ask me how the girl.my girl la.knn.hahah. then he use his leg,press the chair lever.so i went down damn fast.tsk.msging bestie halfway then he disturb.



kk next day!faster!22nd!!
dunno what that guy doing in the ceiling.i think catching rat or what la.he open,smelly sia.then spray tons of pesticide.i dunno pesticaide or what la.i think air freshener.cuz the smell damn nice.-air wick- :D
ACNE sent a game thru email and the title was -play this game,quite fun but boring- what the eff.you know whats the meaning of fun?and boring?

one bloody bugger burp so loud.one guy opent he door to the stairs.another guy just nice burp downstairs.can hear.damn loud.got echo some more.

sia la chow cough.....hahahah stick out tongue,look up,the face like kanasai,then cough.must prepare one.

Omar for damn long never read newspaper la,he say abt one month alreadi.he read it that day.so fierce.and vulgar.scold the mother in the news all.the mum bruised the daughter all.till die.everything omar say also eff here eff there.hahah..
but sth i agree is when he say singapore win the youth olympic thing.so what?why so excited?his daughter and son when.dunno whats the big deal.might as well stay at home relax.hahahahahahah!.my friends also agree la.then he say last time he play soccer damn good,can be star.but no chance go sports school.he play during fandi ahmad time.ahhaha.then now work at PEC,become like that.

kk back to my fav topic,ACNE!(agnes,in case u forgot)her email made me lose appetite -Hi brother,can send me some of your nice song please!tahnk you very much (: - KANINAMA!
her email label also ah,step me wanna put sign off.her's ah,please,far from my classy ones.eng like shit. wooo,whoever read,sure confirm dont understand.english people read,wont understand la,but maybe the cheena ones can.

mohan just sat down .step busy only!!scold the guy who was using the phone.hahah "you come here dont talk la.people busy cant concentrate.mehmehmehmehmeh.,talk softly la" then the guy reply dunno what.then suddenly talk loud again,mohan say "eh talk loudly la ah."that guy say wear ear plog.then mohan was like ear plug or ear plog?HAHAHAH busted.

k there was another burper in office.dunno same one or not.dunno mohan or omar.i think omar,he always burp near me lor.

kk 23rd!!bledy hell!!people go toilet fart or what ah,the guy in the cubible beside me go there burp damn loud la.

k normally raymund signs the papers.but he didnt come.hahah so i signed.cuz jun and ray not there.felt so high ranked.hahah.shiok seh..first the guy with one bangla.in front of me say goodmorning like 3 times.cuz i tot they talking to each other.but actually he saying good morning to me la.HAHAHAH.sorry la brother.
EFFFFFFFFFFFFF!!this bloody dude in the bus.facing me.but i not facing him la.kanina.sneeze damn loud.damn loud.went through my ear piece and i major bigit sial.then cover up.den pespire.cuz bigit ah,then heart beat faster.pump so fast.more blood.blood is hot.so,i started perspiring.hahaha.shit him la.early morning some more.people still tired.he sneeze like that.he wake up call for us ah.

wa,i tell u,i chocked when i smell my power smelling street soccer shoes.hahahh!never washed since bought.been through thick and thin,rain and shine.ahahhah!

soccer was good man. ok later i got servers test.lunch before that.then evening mass.then HSH.dunno whats HSH ah?lousy la.its home sweet home.my home very small alreadi.become one room.my room la.my house ah,i only camp in my bed room.go out to bathe or meals onli la.hahahah.i love my room!!

and dearest buddy,please cheer up.im sure you saw what i typed in my blog post that time abt something about ur sch.it was meant for dawn.but it applies to the whole school.hahaha.smile!!!!its an order.

hye bestie,movie soon.and soccer.and drums! :D im not gonna hear blackmasking yet.later kena possessed.hahaha guts low ah!!you ah....u go listen first.if nth wrong with u,then i go.hahahah.eh no la,dont la.i'll hear it first.i'll be a gentle man! :D

hey.
not hyper.even though it was a good day.a really good day.but towards the end,it went downhill.

k lets start from hmm.backtrack to -16 feb.
knn.early morning saw wrong time.saw 650.make me panic.but actually onli 550.i was dreaming la.shiok.lots of stuff.ranging from bak gua to my pri sch.hahah.
i know sth must be wrong la.dont rmb my alarm and my phone vibration.haha cant be so chia lat.

sia la i swear.karthik joke not funny ah.but he laugh,we all also laugh.haha.

"I'll be your best friend and you'll be mine Valentine
Yes you can hold my hand if you want to
'Cause I want to hold yours too
We'll be playmates and lovers and share our secret worlds
But it's time for me to go home
It's getting late, dark outside
I need to be with myself and Center, Clarity
Peace, Serenity"

ok.had a fight during the soccer match.sorry. my back left side and fav and most important finger kinda hurt.called it off,the match. (: my pinky now got different colour and size le.hahah.swollen plus colour.tsk.pushed that guy too hard.haha we quarrel damn funny.my team all laughing and scolding back at the same time.
congrats to gabriel.knn score hat trick.ahha.i assist two ah,dont ever forget.

i damn stupid la,kick the twig.the thing hit the curb,bounce back.then cut my leg a bit.haha.gei kiang some more.

yeah my pinky id officially injured.that day cant bend properly all.up till now k!
after the match,pinky had a sick creaking sound when i kept bending it.its damn pain la. ):


ok the next day.i mean.now its 18feb..
jun ah,started talking.then say -mund?- hahaha cuz he tot raymund still behind him,then talked without looking.then no reply.cuz ray not there.

wa karthik talk to me.i step back.bang the printer one time.the sound like macham the thing broke la.karthik and i checked it out.nth broke.neither did my back.haha it was pain ok!

then in the container,the ang mo ring tone damn weird and funny la.wennie tried controlling his laughter but cant.ray and i looked at each other,smile and look away.hahah.
and von was being an ass.again.haha.ok he and i use half packet coffee,half packet milo.mix together.haha he say very nice ah,very addictive.haha i think he buayy one la.doesnt taste special at all.haha.
then mark say mocha.but von put so much sugar,it was so sweet,it tasted more like sugar water.then i tot mark bluff la,where got coffee and milo mix together is mocha.then my crush also said.then i oh ok i didnt know.hahah.

ah,then i ate the remaining half packet of milo la.kill time.

basket downstairs office.carrying so many files.open the door.usually it auto closes.but it didnt!then i alreadi walked up quite a few steps lor.then must walk back down again.

ok von again.at first i wanna open cookie tin,cant.von try also cant.then von go take sth.i tot he taking.then meantime i try opening la.when i turn around,he and mark looking at me.thought i could open.bloody hell.hahaha.think i so strong ah.we all laugh la.


k jun was on the phone,then he say "you ask omeh.is omeh there?" then omar walking behind.then omar said "omar is here,why?" then jun was like " no no!omeh omeh.not omar.haha" what the hell.


ok its today andddddd...I GOT INTO IT IN NANYANG POLY!!!!IT!woo!hahah.nanyang man!
watch out!

basket i gonna shit in office.taking out pants,wallet drop.bigit me to the core.i tot wat.sounded like bomb bag.serious man.

wa karthik ah,i think his mother never teach him how to laugh.he laugh really ah.use alot of energy one lor.the rat sound.hahah.

mark tell me come talk on the phone ah,one time.then over the phone got one girl sia.i didnt know.then von come back say hello,complaining department,ecc.normally u pick up call must got intro right?like hello this is PEC.r sth liek that.

ok i realli dunno why rocky use an a3 paper to print onli sth so small.didnt enlarge.in the end he still had to squint.hahaha.

shit know what?i drooled while power napping in office.
ok ok von agaiN!he ah,come toilet just to distrub la.he come.saw me making my hair.say wa very handsome alreadi ah..then i ah steady la!
then he went out.wa lao.came in just to make noise.


big time gangster mohan confirm think i siao.i see him walking at this narrow bridge.indoor one.no need see the face i alreadi know its him.see the way he walk.woo.i kept smiling. then i covered up by saying bye.then he going home alreadi ah>?

wa he walk ah,swing arm like noones business.

ok i waltz with one bugger in jurong toilet.haha i did the girl role.no la.i step left,he also left,right he also right.i looking mirror image some more.he wanna use sink what.then i blocking.hahaha.

yeah.deferred for NS alr.

should i feel really happy,just leave the hurt somewhere and forget them.or should i be really down?i dunno..i wanna be happy of cuz,which idiot wants to be down.except emo bastards.
but when im really up,someone.some asshole will pull me down.ok la not asshole or idiot la.but you know how it feels right,im sure?


and im feeling kinda torn.i want her love back.but at the same time,i wanna get into poly and erase all worries while im inside.
i dunno why i keep swaying with her mood,when shes happy,im happy.when she decides to be unreasonable,i get sad and angry.

we're empty.

throw it away!forget yesterday!

"good morning edmund" (low voice) "EH!good morning!" hahahah step never see her all.hahah acne,acne...voice so low.tsk.scary la.u made my morning not good anymore.

the guy behind me.the english funny one.he came back after so long.first thing he did was greet his "girlfriend"/rocky.hahaha.wa!blablabla.dunno what he say.but his first word was wa.hahahh.
first task he did,alreadi got problem.he put his paper under the photocopying machine.under that thing la.must lift up one.but someone got papers on the tray alreadi.on top.so when he press start,the paper on top started copying.HAHA.then he EH!haha his reaction ah.always makes me laugh.hahah.he walk like his B abit too big for him to take it.hahah.you should all know what B stands for.
like got permanent piles also.hahah.piles.should know what it means.hahah.
(ass sore)

one jump suit guy.dunno how much bleach he use for his jump suit.can smell bleach.haha den he no cap,he use towel sial.haha.must have a special cap under helmet one ma.he dun have i tink.haha.

wa big time gangsters almost fought with alfred.scary sia.
three tamils against one chinese.some more all the big times taller than him.

ah raymund scold me eff you when he rmb i going to teach pri sch kids on valentines day.hahah he kept thinking i going out with a girl.tsk.wthack.im a big time sacrificer k!hahaha!!ehhh must be humble!!shush.
wa i lie alot at work la.everytime wanna take leave ah,confirm must lie one.even thought the truth is good.must still lie.raymund la.everytime say i must say got family occasion.all these.haaha.

hahah raymund acught me sleeping.shit.at the same time he caught me step-working.hahahah i step holding the mouse and looking at the screen.haha but my eyes were closed and was slping.hahah.shit.

ok went back pri sch.basket i stick my head into the pe room,the bloody sch bell rang.i tot wat happened.haha bigit me.

ok,teaching the kids was quite fun,just needed more time.my throat tore to the core.hahah.hilarious core.
wow.there are actually many teachers who taught me before still in de la salle.surprised man.and they rmbed me!!!!AHAHHAHA."wow you've grown up alot ah!"
haah their reaction....sedap man.then all know i never come back before,today first time.hahahah.

one say must invite ah.must need brother edward to invite then i come.hahaha.ma'am dont say like that la.pai seh man.

i ahvent met a couple of teachers.mdm toh must really meet one day.soon.damn.she rocked.

the black forest teacher no more alreadi i tink.hahah.the armpit ah,woo.shiok shiok.female some more.hahah.basket.put so much powder on the hair.yuck man.it was the most disgusting thing i've seen in primary sch last time.hahaha.

so many st anthony's in de la salle!and plus nicolette's bro.haha.i dunno how the hack they can recognise me from far.from the back,from side view.now say i that obvious right.hahahah.valerie's two twin bros also,i dunno them,they know me.famous amos sehhh.hahahaa.

alright see you soon!whoever reading this.
and,happy valentine's day!
despite how angry i get,she'll still be my valentine and guardian angel.its sth that lasts for a whole life time and more.

see you in heaven!!thats my final destination!kisskiss.hahaha.

a new band called lilo and stitch is undergoing construction. still kinda underground.you cant find it anywhere.only SOMEWHERE,u can.the name is weird,but its so cool the band.i think the drummer and guitar is girl.and the bassist and drummer can swap,because both versatile.bass and drums.

if ever you find that band,dont download on limewire or what ah.its illegal! :D

YES!!!!im so happy now!she made up for my sadness!!
that's why i always say shes the best.


but shit!you know what.i tink i didnt realised i didnt save my work before turning off the com yesterday in the office.ahahhaah.haha and i told raymund that,i said i cant rmb if i saved ytd's work.he punched me!then say asshole la.hahaha

KANINA!haha!she gave us a key chain each.i tot what.haha at first i tot use hole puncher.then i tot give sweet.but its key chain!tsk!

basket i dropped my phone in the office toilet.ahhaha.lucky not in the bowl ah!ahaha i tink the guy in the next cubicle confirm bigit.wa the bloody tap ah.upgrade ah.last time the part u press onli small water spray out.today spray so high.on my boob man.or rather.chest muscle.ahem.haha.basket people will think my there leaking ah!ahah!right side one.no la.guy one cant leak.haha kk,basket.then i testing the thing again.the thing spray left.then centre of my chest.tsk.bloody hell.tap also got problem with me.

basket the right side one ah,realli ah.damn accurate sia.hit the jackpot.haha.so wet.couldnt work properly.that part kinda cold.hahah.

oh ya lunch time,i threw the orange,dunno what happened.think drop in jeremy's food or what.cuz his damn chicken flew out.hahaha.dunno what he do la.hahaha.then the orange rolled on the floor back to me.but i didnt pick.then he pick up,put in someone's cup.ahhaha.we wanted to leave it in there lor,then cover the cup with the lid.then change of mind,jermey took it out.hahha.


haha basket,raymund called salim an ugly bastard!HAHAHH what the!!!!!


iloveyoubabe.

every msg that i've kept for over a year i delete,the hurt is equivalent to getting pierced over and over again.
reading them before deleting some of them.ahhh.its really too much.
but i didnt grow up to be a weak guy.i wasnt taught to give up.
i was taught to persevere.


"you're my happypill.you make me smile cry and laugh."
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.
this love is killing me!


everyone,dont forget to watch the note booK! (: hahah.the first half of the show is ALMOST like my life la.

hey! (:
ahahaah k lets start with the eleventh.it was like 3 plus or 4 plus am.i was on my way to my cousin's house to stay over,from another cousin's house.hahah.in the car,my aunt spotted one motorcyclist in front with red underwear!ahahh!she said it out loud in the car.
ok,then,at first my cousin,shajiejie,hahaha.she started laughing for i dunno what reason.den i was knocking out in the car,too tired to laugh.but suddenly,i duno why i woke up,started laughing uncontrollably.like nobody's business balls!hahaha.stomach was damn pain la.
then her older sis,nicole jiejie,trying to slp.cant.cuz we kept laughing.from woodlands all the way to bishan.all the way laugh.non stop.really!

alright,i'll dedicate the show -the notebook- to her. not just the story line and what happened.but there were lines in that show that are the same as what she told me before.and what i told her too.many similar lines.


ok now lets move on to today.hahah there's a partyburn somewhere sia.they were mentioning that name.haha.then this foreigner asked mohan.you orda,you orda?then mohan huh?then he figured it out then say,oh ya i alreada orda.dunno is it alreada or what ah.hahah.its supposed to be order,but they say as orda.that mohan ah,make fun number one.

wa then he talk damn funny la.heard him say he one month two month go boxing.and so on.he was telling someone abt his day in town.haha.some malay dude drunk one was trying to do sth stupid.hahaha.

HAHAH and you know what?omar irritated that guy again.the vulgar one behind me.at first he say sth abt mandarin oranges,the language mandarin.then he say. "alfred,get married alfred.release some stress.God created that thing for two purposes.urinating and effing.but you only use it for urinating.problem la."

HAHAH KNN!i wanna control also cannot ah!secretly laugh.hahah.

haha and omar thought the uniform was waste paper basket.hahah dunno la he.i think he threw the oranges inside or what.ahah then he say sth abt museum."later got museum inside here." hahah madness.dunno abt hte uniforms or what la,never use.

wa the BTGs and omar behind...joking in malay damn funny la.haha the way they say.woo.boi tahan.mix a bit with english.haha BTGs stands for big time gangsters btw.

oh rmb the ex boss that looks like me?his name is chuay kao.well,that was how omar pronounced it."hey rocky,here got one chuay kao"haha basket he.
then they talking near agnes,den suddenly talk to her.say she school girl,shouldnt be listening.then mohan was like "cant enter our boundary.school girl,must stay as school girl."dunno what dunno what.haha.czu they talking abt guy stuff i think.hahaha.then she eavesdropping.

haha ok omar asked if i smoke.then mohan was there.at my desk la.i said no.then omar said good.then he point at mohan and said to me "dont hang out with this guy.see his face." hahah then mohan point at me."this one got ear ring all"
omar replied for me "oh that one different case.fashion." hahhaha then they talk about bike all.omar go bike racing sial.then he fell down once.he say in malay la.then i think his safety boots broke .hahaha.then he was like-imagine without the boots how man-
hahah
KNN.agnes forward one email.i see the first name is me sial!oh no!!am i thinking too much?yes i am!i hope i am!HAHAH.ms freak! then when 545 she turn around say "edmund,edmund.ni mei you zhou ah?"knn.kao pei.hahaha.no la she didnt say the last part la.hahah


wa cheena means cheena you know.haha the lady " ni kan,wo de lian zhe me(then she make fierce face)"then the friend say "wa ni zhe me commander ah." then she replied "ah,command....the ship."
what the!what the eff!what the hell man.ahhaha.really./always lame and no link.hahah and so old still wanna act young.cant tahan.act your age man!!chinese is like that la.old ah,dont wanna face it.step young.wanna be young at heart.hahah CMI man.no wonder their mindsets are always childish.
not all chinese la.chinese as in the real cheena type.so old,act cute.woo.sedap man u see.haha.



stop thinking about what he wants,about what i want,about what your parents want.what do you want?if you wanna go,go.

gosh,please watch the notebook.

I love you baby (:

what's with me??why dont you turn around and ask yourself whats with you!
well,i have many problems now.in case none of you realise.

maybe its best all leave me alone,unless i come to you personally.

pure childishness and liars you know all the young asses.some old ones also.

I cried myself to sleep,cried so so hard.I thought my tear well had dried up,it was surprising tears even came out.
emo it may sound,but a mixture of pain and wonderful it felt.


i wish you were here with me tonight.

i remember the days we spent together.

I remember the time you sat and told me about your Jesus and how not to look back even if noone believes us when it hurts so bad.

hey i know i cant be your's anymore.but just let me watch over you like a guardian angel do.you were still the best.hands down.i love you.i kept looking at bigger pictures and left out the smaller ones.it was my greatest mistake.thanks for allowing me to learn from it.you still remain in my heart.my thinking towards you dont change much.

"I never dreamt it would be this way.I lost any chance for me to say.to say that I miss you,to say that I love you.Will someone please tell me I'm ok.I wasn't prepared for what's to come."

she had been the one sticking by my side,through every single thing.thick,thin,medium.anything.you name it,she was there.

she shaped me up real nicely.

ok,happy chinese new yr!lets smile together!one two three smile ah.1.....2.....mm!ehhh chill la.kk now serious.1......2.....3! :D im smiling!quick!smile!

ok what the!what the!
i can't live,i can't breathe unless you do this with me. (:

thanks for those who had been there for me!xiexiexiexie! smilios!in three mins,the time will be 1234am.how cool.coolios.
dearest buddy ah,never pick up phone call before one.hahaa.never use phone before also.haiz.dunno what to say.


we wish you a chinese new year,i wish you a chinese new year.i wish you a chinese new year.and a happy. and a happy...new year again?hahaha.

hey!hey just to let u all know,sometimes i dont really mean sth bad if i type negative stuff on my msn PM or nick.its always lyrics.most of the time la.
im just in love with the songs -if i fall-,-over you-,and the new angels and airwaves songs.

i never knew even people two years younger can be of freat help when it comes to overcoming negative emotions.hahah.hahahahahah.some of them are real funny,they make u forget that u're worried or sad about something.and my bros,once again,they're fantastic.they talk it out with me,which sets me thinking.thats good thats good.
well,many things cant happen now.many things that were planned.

ok.

oh my!guess what?another biscuit was found on my table!confirm is her again la!acne!she always secretly put the biscuit when im not around la!

knn.KNN!PLEASE MAN!go away from me!she sent me happy new yr email.its ok u know.but the last part."tc MY BROTHER"
waht the eff.since when was i your damn bro?what the eff.hahaha.
i know you good la,so many things specially for me.biscuit,email.but please stop it.thanks but no thanks.i hope you see this.but you wont.you're freaking me out.

basket!desmond shit never flush!HAHAH i go in...HAPPY BIRTHDAY to me man!got surprise for me.thought why got some toblerone and kitkat bars inside eh.hahah basket he.hahaha.some more we were talking abt it before he entered first.cuz the thing was closed.then he dared jeremy to open.confirm got shit.then open,nth inside,in fact,it was the cleanest.desmond come out,i wanna go in.WOO HOO!. black jack man!big money big money! kinder surprise ah.

ok,bestie said to leave it.so i shall leave it.i wont think abt it anymore.not the shit,but abt sth else la.better not say it,its too sad for you all to take it.HAHHAAH.
:D

When you slammed the front door shut,alot of others open up.so did my eyes so I could see that you never were the best for me.

tongiht im falling and i cant get up,i need your loving hands to come and pick me up.and every night i miss you,i can just look up and know the stars are holding you,holding you,holding you tonight.

hahah yay!so fast alreadi got ang pao!haha guess from who?from rocky!woo!rocky rocks!hahaha.
at first he call.den i went over.i had to sign this paper.then i ask for what?he say for good luck.then he suddenly laugh.then i step funny,i laugh along.ahhahha.
then he say gong xi fa cai.and got ang pao!AHHAH!woo!

wa!karthik's laugh i tell you!damn funny!!highly contagious.von's cockness combine with karthik's laughter ah,thats it!game over.cant take it i tell you.hahah.
basket von again ah.go and goreng one indian guy ass.then he tip toe.the indian guy la.cuz too ticklish for him to take it.ahhaha.then von say.wa very big ah!.hahah thats his favourite words man.forever and ever i tell you. "wa very big ah" HAHAH.

karthik's laugh,no sound one,like asthma.hhhh...all the way.got no a one.its not haha.its just hhhhh.haha mocha would know.then if got sound,it'll be like hamster.really damn weird sound.at first i didnt know where tat squeaking sound coming from la.then karthik laugh again.i smile to myself.haha.

hahaha wait,another thing abt von!he sing damn funny sia.nice but funny.cuz its him singing,thats why its funny..if you sing or what,not funny."i dont know why,you say goodbye" he kept singing that line.then he on his player.its that song!damn funny!it sounded really funny.then he sing along some more.woohoo.game over!

ok i came back after lunch,and there was this kinda chinese biscuit or cookie or whatever you call it.it was on my desk.i ask raymund,is it everyone got?he say no,specially for me ah.from agnes.ok i was freaked out k! i dont believe,so i took a walk.i see everyone's desk.noone have!then raymund wanted to call agnes to prove to me that she gave it to me.he step call,i hide la.haha.lucky he never call!freaky. eee.
sia la then she came to my desk again.use hole puncher.then ask ni you shou dao bing gan ma?purposely ask when its right in front of her!i dont dare consume the biscuit just now.hahaha/ then i replied "ah you." in chinese la.then she smile.nod head and say happy chinese new year.den i forced a damn small smile.and said oh xiexie.thank you or xiexie,i cant rmb.hahah.

woo.she's a nightmare on elmstreet man.!

where my bestie go ah?sleep alreadi ah?call,never pick.i come online,not here.i need someone's contact la.the NIE thing.

ok ok happy ash wednesday!
motivater didnt come to work today.thats why i kept sleeping.ahhaha.
but saw ahem during mass.sitting right in front.wearing green.HHAAHHA.

ok nightnight!! <3 i know the stars are holding you tonight! (:
wa the guy shit in the toilet ah,freaking smelly.hahah.and the culprit is....i dunno his name.ahmad or sth.i tink la.omar called him sth like ahman..hahahah he's the winner for today.jackpot in the toilet bowl.

goodbye my lover,goodbye my friend,you have been the one,you have been the one for me.
hhah hello everyone!hey dawn.
ok my chest hurts real bad!no idea why!
hey!pass few days i've been having mensus!ok ok i've just asked bestie how to spell,its *menses.oh thats what she thinks.ok la bestie is a girl.obviously.hahah.
ok past few days ah!shit to the shit man,cant shit anymore.my asshole skin tear balls.hahaha.basket.this paragraph only for my bros to see.hahaha.wa lao damn pain la,got blood all.shit la,im a girl right.this is not the first time its happening!ahhaha wash ass also pain,wipe also pain.bloody hell. what the!what the eff! HAHHAhA.thats the new reastion now.

ok let me tell u moe abt office.about what happened today.Omar say i look like his boss last time.my face reminds him of his ex boss.tsk.the name quite weird one la.hahah. "your face reminds me of someone.reminds me of my boss last time.serious.look like him.general manager." hahah.then behind me one guy say F word,then omar was like "hey whats that noise.morning morning."
then he talk to that guy about passes.then he damn funny la.kept irritating that guy.then he say you dont give me one pass,i'll take five.
then he also say chinese new yr coming,you like woman like that.ehyor ehyor.then the guy was like,your boss also ehyor ehyor.wa but the killer part was when omar said what noise is that.he said it again.then the guy say what noise? then omar say "that one not noise ah,then what?music ah? wa lan eh.boi tahan.i laugh on the spot,right there.no questions asked.

hahah sally email got one part say jia you jia you.then i damn lame la.i reply "yeah!jia me jia me!" hahaha.ok i know its really really lame,but it just came to my mind la.sally is not an imaginery friend!

ok acne saw my com cuz she came my desk use hole puncher.she was like wa,ni zhe me li hai(wa you so powerful).then i say in chinese.raymund also got do.then she was like ya he do but you also help.so li hai.she kept talking in chinese la.then i cant take it,talk in english.haha everytime she come my desk use sth ah,i'll secretly smile to myself man..have to control la.wa you see her face ah....woo!
and i dunno why they speak to me in chinese!all the ladies,acne all.even if i reply in english,they continue in chinese when they can speak good english!hahaha.

I'll be there for you Bestie.no worries. :D
and for dearest buddy,dont forget to trust me!hahahah!i can keep secrets well!
for cake,haiz.im disappointed!ahahah!no la.chill la.i wont forget what DB said.rmb her qn?about us one.hahaha.basket.

dawn.thanks for everything that had happened.no regrets yeah?just keep moving forward.
remember,the only thing you take along iwth you from the past is the lessons that you had learnt.

hello there.

wow,last night i was saying my bedtime prayers till i fell asleep.dreamt of something.then jerked awake.shocking man.hahaha.scary mary.

wa damn tired during mass la.thought anthony's sis was kristel.ok here's the story.before mass.i saw one girl,exactly same hair as kris,and wearing the same superman shirt as her.sia la i walk up confidently,smile smile all.i shock la.thought why kristel bro come for sunday evening.i almost shouted HEY BRO and peace hug ah.then i realise it wasnt sial!!!HAHAHAH.knn.damn funny.i smile to myself after that.pretending i looking for someone.hahaha.buayyy..

alright,aiya.im not sad cuz of some tom and dick reason.its just that,im disappointed in myself.i didnt fulfill my wish.like watching movies together.chill out together till realli late.and so many other things.big and small.i could've done much more.but it always had been hard.i dont wish to blame time.time sucks always.

tonight I'm falling and i can't get up.I need your loving hands to come and pick me up.And every night I miss you,I can just look up and know the stars are holding you tonight. (:

bledy fool,im damn bledy full.had steam boat.
-many things running through my mind!-
how?!

hello im back!fast right.tonight might blog again.hahah.ok listen up.

oh ya,wa!rocky got chelsea jersey sehh.haha PF!
and ya ytd i forgot to mention,raymund had a pic of karthik pising quite macho.look fierce fierce.den he forward to everyone,saying that's the penjuru rambo.rambo five.what only!penjuru is somewhere near my workplace.then below that email,got this statistics of rambo.killed how many ppl with and without shirt and so on.rubbish la.

ok!agnes acne was like,wa rocky,handsome ah.then rocky ask,"today only ah?" then acne said " no,everyday." wa lao,pls la.wanna flirt flirt only eh.hahaha

WALAO,mark and acne talked about me.then she purposely say loud enough for me to hear,"he's a very smart boy,teach me how to do" my lan.j ah!since when i teach her.i dont anyhow go round teaching ppl maths.she'll be last on my list.

my office ah,chia lat man.behind me is one group of gangsters.hahah funny ones.haha basket. mohan,fazli,kannan... dont mess with them.hahah their temper is got no line one.means at the first sign of trouble,they flare up.expecially mohan .HAHHA.but they're good people la.act gangster one.

wa karthik produces some bitter sweet symphony smell man.he confirm never wash his jump suit one lor.everyday the smell getting worse.i thought he would wash la.sheesh.

knn i realli cant tahan in office.hept nodding to sleep la.

my goodness,mr big time gangster,mohan.was hell of an ass towards acne.!HAHA!their convo damn funny ok!all laughing la.hahha.she say she got admirer all.idiot sia mohan.ok mohan was like asking her about her hair.then she said she go saloon.mohan then asked "why,boyfriend ask ah?" she said no la. then he ask,"u got bf ah?" she say now no.but got admirer,someone admiring her.then mohan confirm with her,"you got admirer ah?" we all laughing alreadi.then he ask,"what he admire you abt" sia la,boi tahan balls,we all laugh even more.acne also laugh.siao.then mohan covered up his meanness by telling her,"ah,some man admire you for wrong reasons.be careful .dont let men acploit you!" HAHAH KNN!sia la!she say "thanks for your concern."

wa lao!!!PLEASEE!!!!!it was a disgusting convo!i bet mohan meant abother thing when he said things like admire her for wrong reasons.hahaha.admire her acne ah!knn.damn funny.

haha bledy hell,i put ear piece in my ear,then forgot to on my mp4.haha step listening only!hahah.at the bus stop after work.haha then when it on,bigit again.always so loud.

dream of quite alot of people today man.hahah.wa ytd soccer i keep screaming until i today abit sore throat.haha.
shit i forgot wat i wanted to say!!ah hack la
hope to see you soon!whoever reads this.yeah.

<3

bestie has breakfasts at 130pm??
hahaha.her/his meals are pushed back.

anyway,.............

hello my lover,hello my friends.you have been the one,you have been the one for me.I'm so hollow baby,im so,im so,im so hollow!

ahahha.ah,bestie rocks. =.= i just learnt this face from bestie la.but i dont really like it!!!hahaah.anyway....bestie is........ah,better not.go figure out yourself.might be a girl,might be a guy.might wear specs,might not.might be tall,might be short.might have long hair,might have short.might like soccer,might not.might play piano,might not.might learn drums,might not.
clue : this person has quite a few similarities with me.HAHAH
awww

ok.soon i'll forward an email to my close friends.if im happy,i'll send to everyone.hahah.its to test your maths.actually so easy.but its so easy,you'd think you're being tricked.

anyway,bestie tricks me like nobody's business.like never prank people before.hahha.

okok.and and and,i love sally!hahahaahahahah!!!!you wont ever find out who sally is man!HAAHHH!oh sally can wait,she knows its too late.

alright,agnes acne dont even call me emman i think.haha i realised it was edmund.KNN>hahah!she sent another freaky email to me lor!!eeeee!!!!nao hia. haha.like as though im her bf,trying to motivate her.YUCK!pls man,give me a damn break.what the eff!HAHAHA.ah best show me youtube videos,damn funny.

sia la!agnes acne got phone call,then she drop the damn office phone sial.damn loud.then her friend call back.then acne say cuz her wire togeher.and i was like thinking,huh?wire together?hahah!so? but i didnt ask her those la.just thought to myself.

walao,another story abt von.hahah.first thing he went to the toilet,he shouted "wa very big ah!very big!" HAHAH outsde all those near to the toilet can hear la!then the indian guy came out.hahah he smile smile all.not bangla la.this one office indian.haha!then we laughing outside la.von's friend said to me "he's crazy ah,von"
hahah then von came out.ask me why?got problem ah?got problem ah?haha.everytime in the same tone.not fierce one.is the blurr type.haha!funny la he.

siala i think maing called me ahmad sia.hahahahAHHAH!i heard ahmad la.hahaha.whats up man,one edmund,one ahmad,one emman.

wa someone in the second level,over the phone.suddenly HUH! damn loud.hahahAHAH!jeremy also said his level got people HUH! freaking loud.


WHOOW!!!im in love with my goals!first few damn tyco.then my team play not that good.but manage to lead awhile.then lost the lead.then hear comes the come back.poppy score.he started the tyco goal.then the other team also.then i missed all the one on ones and easy ones la.basket.hahah.then my long shot.deflect,goal!!!shiok.then one more.then ball flew to my defence area.i wanted to anyhow clear.but i realised i was unmarked.so i took aim.den gave a damn right foot volley from dan bloody far.hahah.the ball curl like never curl before,GOAL MAN!!!woo!!!you should've seen that!!!gerrard would have been jealous or impressed!!HAHAH!ok ok lets not be so cocky!hhaha.mann!i loved it. DAMN BLOODY long since i scored a proper goal.hahaa.about three years.haha.aiya.but im not happy enough.


hAHAH you know what?!eugene got us push pops!!i took the purple one.i was imediately reminded of dawn man. ): haiz. i wish for those times to come back. its painful deep deep deep DEEP down inside.but i feel real frozen up with feelings now.i wanna let go of those stagnant friendship i have.yeah just once man.clear the troubles.friends shouldnt be called friends when all they do is create more trouble for you,or only tell you things that are negative.in good times,they'll be woo,all over you.in bad,thats it.you're alone man.

im glad someone like bestie,and DB came along.they really take my mind away from my troubles.yeah.thanks. (: