yo!!spent SOOO LONG to solve the internet problem.ahahaha.(called the internet service provider dude in the end)ahhaha.he asked me suddenly,may i know how i can address you?i said emmanuel.he said,emmanuel?emmanuel?i said ya.then he say can i call you sth shorter?i say errrrm.he says,how abt em?HAHAHHA.i said oh ok,sure.
haahha!ok and i so excited that my internet ok,then i go eat without brushing teeth,brushed after that onli.ehh secret ah.ahahaha.i know its disgusting.urghh.
then i helped to wash plates you know!!thats why rain la..soon will have some calamity in woodlands or sth.
ok ytd,went gab's house.spent like hours doing internet thing too.in the end i did some alternative thing.through bluetooth.ahhaha!sean helped me out.ok,then watched arsenal's match at 1230am...after that CS and Generals till 2plus or 3 plus.then cycle home with shermann.

IM IN A HAPPY MOOD NOW!and sorry joanne ah,didnt go out with u today.hahaha.lets just sian out at home.
and Bro Jov,sorry for not following you for the IT show as well!hahaha.

(my timings are out of place during holidays..i sleep when the world goes out and enjoy,
i enjoy when the world goes to sleep.)AHAH.

yo..third post in just a few hours.hahaha.just watched the illusionist.fantastic show.damn,i myself was illusioned.hahaha.supposed to watch with dot at the same time,but she got dc,then go peng san.hahaha.

damn nice show,how i wish i was one.an illusionist.woo!so cool la.tsk..urghh.i wanna be one!what a job to be. :D ok,i know,look at the time now,its crazy,getting illusions alreadi.hahaha.time to sleep!when the world wakes.

AND everything kinda stinks!!in the train gonna meet siao friend,the thing i leaning on stinks of B.O. like bangla work alreadi,then the hair go and wipe there.sick sia.then in the air also,ppl burning stuff.then damn smoky..then my shoe rack also.suddenly sia.freaking smelly.got a feeling its my shoes.cuz always walk in the rain,then wet.HAAHAH!!

HELLO!ok,first,met siao friend at tiong.almost missed her.cuz supposed to meet at outram.doors almost closing,then i realised i misunderstood the last minute change.hahah.so yeah,went out.gave me a card.then we went to ST GABRIEL SEC.woohoo!hahaha at first sundram(security guard dog) dont let her go in.then he said sth like NO LA,GIRLFRIEND CANNOT GO IN.i shout back say EH SHE NOT MY GIRLFRIEND LA,SISTER!SHE MY SISTER! then he say fake sister ah?i say no la!real la.
then he so rude,call siao friend "eh girl" eh girl,eh girl,come,ahh you can go office only ah,not inside all.
yeah before that i told him say she follow me take Os cert onli.AHHAH!guess who was the first teacher i saw,and wished happy teachers day?make a wild guess,fellow gabrielites...MR PEREIRA sia.he standing beside sundram.haaahhah!i supposed to kar chiao him with marcus.but at that moment,i was alone with siao friend.so no guts to shout at him.so i wave and say happy teachers day.said it like three or four times.basket,he keep ignoring me,bugger.ok then we went cine,outside cine,siao friend was like "eh carmen".then i thought she faking la.but when i look up.......HAHAHH!so funny.seeing JR makes me smile.at first i dont believe siao friend la,cuz earlier on i was just talking abt carmen.so i thought she wanna play prank on me.which she did,earlier on,at douby ghaut.she was like "EH D----!" then i said "HUH!shit!" and started walking away from SF.but in the end,it was just a dream.no la,it was a prank.ok ok so go inside cine,ate at pasta mania,basket,like macham the whole stc and scgs people go there.every two steps i took,sf will bump into a friend.i bumped into two!carmen and olivia.HAHAHHA!OH,and dorcas.siol!carmen one was really shocking.olivia one was funny.shall not go into details.
ok so,we watched 4bia.damn.i dunno what to say.it was,trying to be scary.but i laughed equally much.first time i laugh so much in a horror movie.the jokes not bad.but the movie overall ah,no head no tail sia.beginning sucked,ending sucked.soooo draggy!
ok then soccer.QUITE fun la.

ok i had an inspiration to tell a story.quite meaningful.but kinda racist i think.but true.so i'll not say it.im not so bad.some things are meant to be kept within myself :D

Where was the FAITH that once stood mountain-high?
Where was the LOVE you once felt ocean-deep?
Where was the HOPE you once carried galaxy-wide?
Where was the TRUST you once gave rock-solidly?
Don't let them go to waste (: get them back.


thanks siao friend for the company today (: AND THE CARD!student! :D

yo!

Nothing happens by accident nor luck. Your scripture is already written. You can't escape whatever that happened to you, whatever that is happening to you now, nor anything that is about to happen. Just accept obstacles and get on with life man.

ok met desmond ng,charles,gabriel,and frank in the bus at my house there.then we went to bukit timah's al ameen.woooooooo,the toilet there....the smell........so smelly that it stung my eyes you know.i looked down and my eyes just got stung.the flushing system also.WOO!can see the thing going into the drain.your pee.so you pee into this this,and you see your pee going down the drain.sick.hahaha.
and the moon was freaking big just now,damn damn big.desmond spotted it.ahahha!very low also. ): the moon is falling slowly.urghhhh.toh alreadi.
ok so we walked along the train track at bukit timah.near st joseph's church.then we walked back to st joseph,walk in the cemetry.ok,quite scary even though it was a catholic graveyard.i hope the hand i saw was my friend's.ok when we were there,alreadi got jeremy,anthony and bernard joined us.so got 8 of us.yeah.kk i tell u what happened.charles took my phone,cuz got the torch light.so at first we walk in single file.but change,cuz charles(leader) scared.so i partner him in front.then he shined the torch light behind,so ppl can see the dent on the ground.but as he turned back the light to the front,from the corner of my eye to the left,sth like a hand fell.i hope it was gabriel's or sth.damn.cuz i rmb at first noone was there.hahaha.at that spot.but nvm,im sure it was gab's.relac emmanuel,relac....hand only.aahhaha!

next week,we planning to upgrade.go the lim chu kang one .. wa that one if you see sth also nowhere to run.gotta face it man.hahaha.seriously.oh just now also,when enter the cemetry,starting alreadi sth scare me la.i dunno what i stepped on,but i promise you my foot vibrated.basket.hahaha.scary siol.

woo,cant wait for later.if all goes well,it'll be a damn fantastic day :D
): my blog song only plays fully in firefox.its a nice song la. i love it.

hello you! :D
oh,ytd after school,wanted to watch death race with ex-servers.hahaha!but they watch earlier timing,so i couldnt as i had exams.so i went and watch alone!!almost alone.ahhaha.with sean and tab la.but they couple seat,i sit infront of them la.cuz the counter wont well couple seats to three ppl.AHHAHH!so funny la,i so extra.bladder was bursting during the movie.tsktsktsk.
ohh at first before we enter the cinema,lucky sean tasted my zapple.cuz i told him it sucks.so ya la,he say onli got soda inside.so tab go change for me.tasted much better after that.ya saw elaine,but didnt say hi at first.after movie,saw her again,told sean to shout her name.then she turn.haahah!forever la.
oh and you know what?!im freaking pissed with you!stop being such a -.how desperate are you on a desperado-metre?i'll rate you 15/5 you know that!
you know whatever you're doing is disgusting and it makes me sick.bringing my image down.dammit.F.O.

HELLO!EXAMS OVER!!woohoo!
ok start from 26th.which was ytd ytd.instead of going for java extra lesson,went to orchard with eugene and his girl for the job interview.hahha.its gonna be cool if we all get in.it'll be eugene,priscilla,emmanuel,priscilla.HAAHAH!cuz i called pris er along.but she havent go interview la.ahhaha.

ok then hung around at orchard,look for food outlet.so went lido to get KFC!woo.thanks aunty for asking me if i wanna change my potato to cheese fries.haha i forgot my standard order.
k going home time,was alone,suddenly someone tap me.this china lady.talked to me abt modelling,say her company will call.but havent call.keep it that way.what bullshit.
then in the train,saw sth hilarious.this orchid park sec ppl,at first one group.then all slowly alight,then left one guy.wear specs,close to botak.listening to mp3.then he started jamming."jamming".he imagined he had a guitar,and started moving around so much.really damn step lor!!that one not jamming studio sia.and i'll only behave like this when noone's looking la.
oh ANYONE WANNA SELL MOONCAKE FOR ANGPA?$5 per hour.HAHA.sounds cool eh!?

wa just now i tell you.just now la..means,ytd.at 8pm.i cycling to the court for soccer.this narrow path near my house.i said excuse me.cuz this couple walking side by side.so the lady moved.the guy was on the bike.i have NO FREAKING idea why he moved to the left when i was coming from the left!then he nudged me off the path.by accident though.then i like go on the grass,lose balance,AHHAHA the cool thing is,you shouldve seen the way i got off my bike.SIA LA.AHAHA!damn cool la.duno what stun i did.then i heard him saying sorry thru my mp3.but i show attitude la.wasnt in a polite mood then.ahahaha.sorry DUDE!you're forgiven.just,dont ever do that again.wa but if i fell down.....woo.u better cycle away fast.

ok.soccer,wasnt myself.aiya nowadays i play soccer,not myself.distracted.and no energy.and my shoe burst.both side torn to the core.ahaha!puma,the sole goes first.but nike,the sides and front always goes!urghhh.

you're like steel.but your promises,they look like glass.
goodnight everyone!and im not happy with something in my blog ah.pls,dont go overboard.someone.

hello!

I found your picture in my wallet,still got your sweater in my closet.
People keep asking me how im doing.but every question still has you in.

hahahha!ok ok warm up over.

When people say your eyes are small,
I say your eyes are like stars above,
twinkling as i gaze into them and getting hypnotized.
Guys say you're hot and irresistable.
I say you're beautiful and thank God for you.
People call you when they're bored,
but I'll call you anytime just to hear your voice.
People say goodbye to you,
I'll say see you again soon.
People say goodnight,
I'll say goodnight too.
cuz im bored now!urghhh.

suck.

sorry for that last line spoiler.hahaa!my happy mood is slowly fading now!save me yo!

She's trying to sleep it off with her head on my shoulder.
& I'm trying to keep it out of my thoughts when I hold her.

HELLO hellO!just had exam just now.toh alreadi.ahhaha!
I loved you once,needed protection.you're on my heart just like a tattoo.

how are you all?good?mann im going mad,seriously.i need truckloads of fun now.pure fun.away from books and looks.looks that make your brain crocket.
on sunday ah,keep ahm chio-ing during mass.ahhaha!dunno why.not only during mass.whole day.today too.really mental alreadi la me.
secretly smile to myself all.you try pia-ing your studies,you'll start thinking of shuffled stuff and most of them are funny moments.wa lao.i like study halfway suddenly smile.and laugh.serve mass halfway,smile.joke.

then when u like smile smile,suddenly think of sad stuff.emo..haiyo.drama right?ahh,emma's like that.

take me away!!(take me away) A SECRET PLACE!(a secret place)

i'd like to hear a natasha bedingfield feat. daniel bedingfield song some day.sure damn nice one.

ok i think i'll watch MEET DAVE AGAIN.and start laughing to myself.deprived of joy.

i got a basketful of,i got a bucketful of sunshine.I smile to the sky,knowing i'll be all right.

OH AND CHINESE songs are nice,some.im kinda into them now.

yo!any idea who sent the polytalks thing?hahah!my current posts all like crap.embarrassing man.
anyway,soccer just now was WONDERFUL!haha seem to perform better on wet ground.thought that my team no hope one,but when we started playing,tsktsktsk,shouldve seen the passion.ahahha!amazing thing is they had fun and they played with their heart.fantastic.
ok then dinner with Brother,and sean and frank joined us.talked awhile.
nothing much happened la.was home whole day till soccer time.i think later also same.try to study first.i rmb 8 things now.
the 6points of proper xhtml stuff,and ordered and unordered list.AHHAAH!!

Life is worse than a roller coaster
Both life and roller coasters have ups and downs
But a roller coaster stops after a few moments
Life does not, it goes on and on forever.
After a roller coaster ride, you pour your puke out.
In life, you often have to pour you heart out.
In a roller coaster, you have people feeling the same way as you.
In your life, you go through and feel everything alone most of the time.

why am i saying these?i dunno.damn.byebye!
I tried to hold onto a time when nothing mattered.

I'm so sorry! Please forgive me.
Trust, Love, Faith. remember that.ok?Learn to let go!

FWA!!FREAKING angry now.game was at pause,going so well.then i went to eat.some dude offed my power outside.mum open the door to check if it was really off,yes it was.cuz we heard one guy shout damn loud when my house black out.so when mum said yes,i got up,took my slipper,came out.trying to look for the guy.kept shouting stuff at him and telling him to come back.phew,mum didnt scold me.my neighbours must think im some big time gangster now.ahaha cuz still in my outside clothes.then keep shouting like some ah beng.sorry!hahaha!wa KNN,still angry la.if i find him........i'll give him a sex change before he can say sorry.i keep to my word.cowardly bastard.if he's malay,i swear his balls will come out from his anus.

ok,went out with siao friend just now.had exam in the morning.was kinda pissed and irritated by a few things.but nvm,its life.

fun to go out with siao friend,but got lost before that.ahhaha supposed to go far east plaza,i went far east shopping centre and made her wait like siao.ahhaa!
was damn blurr the whole of today.siao friend experienced alot of my blurrness.ahhaha tired la.slept at 1am,woke up,slept at 3 am..kept trying to study but fall asleep.

ok i cant rmb what else i wanted to say.too distracted by that dude im trying to get my hands on.might be going out with Bro Jov later for supper.hahaha!

thanks siao friend for taking train with me to bukit batok after that.or was it gombak?aiya one of the batoks.yeah.see ya!The Mummy ah,dont forget.

Hello! Had maths exam today.hmm,shall not comment about it.
oh should be ytd.the time's like 2.01am now.

If you don't make a choice, a choice makes you.
Any man who's got the guts to sell his soul for love, got the power to change the world.
"You didn't do it for greed, you did it for the right reason, that puts God on your side."
Do you believe people get second chances? If somebody makes a mistake, a big mistake, do you think that person should have to pay for it everyday for the rest of their lives?
I'm just looking for a sign that I can take a negative and turn it into a positive. (:

hahah chill,im not emoing.Ghost Rider rocks.ahhhaa.inspirational words for me.
I was fine till she walked out the door and ran out of my life. I'll move on, I'll move on. I'll move onnnnnn.

hey!goodmorning.its 1122 now.supposed to meet joanne at 12.30pm.but im alreadi ready.set my alarm wrong timing.SECOND time!one hour early.crazy me.last night joke too much.set alarm also set wrong.people set to a later timing,i set to a one-hour-earlier timing.
soo here i am.

The rain falls quite silently
Are you secretly crying?
The calamity of the heart
is not easy to overcome
In your troubles...
you will still have me
loving you!
I can bring you to watch
the stars.
There is no need to say
anything anymore
I only wanna be with you.
(:

erm.J,i hope you realised something abt this paragraph.hahahah!i think peter(ivan) will know too.

OMG!joyee,honey and gen,i need to talk to you all.got a serious long msg to pass to you three.HAHAHA!i think you three can guess what is it about yeah.if she asks,pls pls PLEASE say i got no blog,no friendster,no facebook.ok? :D thanks!

ohh that day ah,my dad suddenly went "wa the moon so bright today!" hahaha sth like that la.then ytd also lor,was hanging out with ex servers and servers.out in the open.the moon freaking bright.
drank barcadi.the solid paar paar one.woo.hahaha!had fun.wonderful dinner too. :D happy birthday bradley ytd.(i think) and happy birthday bernard on the 20th!hahaha.ytd was bern's celebration.damn shiok.hahaha.

oh olivia,got sth to tell you.from someone.too.hahaha.

just now at parish assembly,i yawn damn shiokly,never cover my mouth,then father terence walking by,stick his finger in my mouth.then say.so big!fly also can go inside.hahha.basket. :D
wa at 6pm mass,i didnt really paid attention.i feel DAMn bad.i was running around throughout mass.bookstand cant find,SOOO many ppl late,must do loft lights,urghhh...ok servers.to serve and not to be served.so i cant complain. :D im glad to have served.
i tell you,during mass,the servers are the one that actually can absorb the least input.cuz we always run around,keep alert for stuff.set this,set that.so yeah.forgive us if we dunno much abt the readings or what.yeah.(sarcastic)some people sitting on the pews also know nothing la.ahhahaa!true?yeah.

woo damn high now la.beh tahan. :D

Even the smallest star can make the largest impact on the universe.
(Even the ugliest girl can make the largest impact on SOMEONE's life)
HAHAAHHA!basket.damn bad.apologies.

YO!
THANKS MUCH DUDEBUD for your time!hahhaha laugh so much during the movie, Meet Dave, la.hahahha.joker fella,that eddie murphy.
<3

Danny and Daddy!Danny Phantom.so many cartoons with -danny-.
watched kids central just now.after SO long.
mann,and there's this dream haunting me.includes C inside.urghh.and her friends,who were once mine too.dammit.heart wrenching dreams.

oh and i just saw jeremy bruce's dad at marsiling!hahaha.

\before that,dudebud scared me.and i scared myself.heard the announcement last train.but i realised its last train to marina bay.not marsiling.hahahah.then she say her last bus gone too.aiyo.heng still got.

Are you out of your mind?you dug yourself into a liar's hole.

~in order for me to love someone, I must love EmmanuelSoh first.

Eh my birthday in numbers is too cooL!hahhaa cant take it.symmetric lehh!woo!

hello you!its 3.42am now. :D just played Generals and tried to play CS,but cant.hahahaa!still trying to work out on how to connect CS through hamachi.anyone out there knows?
night night!Assumption,day of obligation ah,please go. :D
its friday!happy friday!i always love friday.

& we could help each other off the ground so we'll never fall down again (:

Crush my crushed history.

yo! :D its 5.01am now!just played generals.hahahaa.shiok! :D
alright,good night,and morning.have a good day.shall peng san now (:
what a day.filled with miracles and laughter.haahaa.

Tears and Blood.
A life is not a life without you.
A soul is not a soul without you.
Rain becomes tears.
Water becomes blood.
There is always this faint voice shouting out.
I am so sure it is a call
A call from the bottom of my heart.
Just three words.
"I miss you"
But it means so much.
& there is a million reasons why its true.
Would you just give me one more day to be with you?
It will be a move you would not ever regret.
Do you believe in second chance? I do.
Its all been said, and its all been done.
You are not what I want.
But you are what my heart needs to beat.

Joanne,how's it? :D

HELLO HELLO!ahhaha!just had some entertainment online.buaayyyy agnes acne to the core.poor thing.
thanks JR,desmond,jeremy,and pretty for that enjoyment.HAHAH!
went library after school.civis library.with des ng and anthony.his ex classmate.hahah not church one.go toilet there,forget to zip after that sia.hahahha!basket.then des and i go buy food.anthony was left alone at kids section.cuz we studying there.then we coming back,fire alarm sia.kids section sealed up.for freaking long.escalator all stopped.NNH.hahah!we like damn suay.keep hiding the food and drinks from guards.but then kena like that.lucky they didnt say anything abt the stuff.then we went rosewood,cuz we kept eating so uncomfortably.went rosewood,plan to carry the table and chair into shelter when rain.but drizzle abit,alreadi can kena.so i plan to pia to gab's house.hahah so went there.slack.i peng san awhile.had fun.then came home.
not feeling that well now.flu,and some sore throat.ahhaha.

see ya soon,whoever's reading this.nights!all the best to those having common tests,CAs,exams..........yep! <3

KNN!had a bad day.expensive pencil broke.gonna scotch-tap it to the core.dont care.if still cant,im gonna buy another one.NYP pencil case lost!!hahaa.all happened in Orh Per's house.hahhaa.basket.dammit,before that.supposed go sch.all wrong msges and miscommunications kinda pissed me off.nb.
but yeah,met desmond ng and bernard,den eat in cwp,den go orh per house.if not will listen to my mum nagging at home.
then from no school become everyday got school ah.DAMMIT know!study break.supposed to have no sch right.every time spoil my plans.tml got tay sf.11am!nnh.whats the point of having this break.
today,first say maths.supposed to be java!if i knew it was java,i'd go on the spot.say maths,then i not so serious what.wa lan.ARGHHHHH!!!mj i'll kill you.
this morning i received and sent so SO many msges.my eyes almost spoilt,open close open close.kept waking every few seconds to reply.and i was so blurr.i duno is i blurr,or sth is playing tricks on me.some msges i read ah,is different from the second time i read them again when im more awake leh.and some,i didnt know i read it alreadi.it was an open msg.some,i thought i sent.but didnt.hmmm....maybe i was too tired,hahaha!

k on saturday,went to bishan park 2 met with polympics peeps :D fun.oh sth i rmb,it was raining damn heavy.then after that,got rainbow!to add to the effects,the RSAF flew pass the rainbow.woo damn cool!
before that must find the way there to the park.then we plan to oyapeiyasom.i keep losing sia.first i lost,asked the mrt control station lady.then walk,lost again,asked two passerbys.then lost again,asked the cyclist.then while we were there,i lost again!!AGAIN!and must pour drinks for them.hahaha!wa lao!!!joscelyn heng and desmond ng ah....sure pakat one...we keep laughiing la,cuz its like the Money No Enough 2.the eldest bro kept losing.mei chi dou shi wo de.ni men liang ge ah...

ok this morning reached home at 6.50am.hahaha!was at orh per's house.watched Manu vs Portsmouth.boring match.then played CS,generals,and CS again.ahhaha.alredi like dawn and there was light after i bathed.and prepared to slp.hahaa.crazy right.
bye.
piss out.

yo yo yo!FREAKING SHACK!before soccer,put my wallet,key and phone in gab's/desiree's house.then went jogging alone.basket,jog to admiralty and got lost.went pass the damn block 721A like 3 or 4 times.ahhahahh!supposed to be back at gab's place by 745.but at 8,i made my way outta admiralty.ahahah by then ah,freaking tired alreadi.no more energy.legs are jelly now.reached gab's house at only 820 i think.haha around there.then soccer some more,they stretch the chairs(goalposts) so far back.i was too tired to run la.my shots also like -.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRISCILLA WONG TODAY.AND HAPPY BIRTHDAY GENEVIEVE CHEN YESTERDAY! :D and happy national day! i'll kill my cuzzie sally soon,in lecture,she say so loud "teacher you have a flag here".cuz teacher said alot of people wearing red shirt today.
alamak first i wear white skinnies.then onli my red polo t can go with it.tsk!hahaha cuzzie made me put on her chain too.with white and red stars on it ):

what else happened ah?cuzzie was a real entertainment i tell u.i went to the last lecture revision,left me and mao jie from IT0808.basket,all pangsehh ahh!!!hahaha! oh and after school,thank you cuzzie and co. for waiting for me while i shit!hahaha i didnt shit in peace though,cuzzie kept shouting in,and she threatened me,say "ehh i leave your stuff outside ah!" i thought she would lor.then she came into the toilet lor! ): i heard the door.then i so scared.aahahah then she wanna reverse pyschology me ah,i heard the convo lor,she was telling her friends "eh you go first lor".hahah say so loud,i can hear.wanna make me rush my shit only.
hey btw,anyone qualified in massages?i freaking need one.my legs,and back are in need of a real good massage.
soccer just now,orh pers versus bei pers.ahahahhhaha!!bei pers thrashed orh pers. :D

damn,i had aa little of a nightmare last night.two nightmares and an average dream i think.onli can rmb one nightmare.a few of my friends and i were at the mrt station upstairs.fake station i think.cuz the platform damn low.like almost same level as the track.ok we had the soccer ball with us.so i started juggling,then i kicked it onto the track!damn.then no train,i wanted to go take,but didnt.den when train coming,suddenly one guy jump in and took the ball.but the train didnt slow down.then he run in front of the train.towards the end he jumped and threw the ball up.but he got hit and died.DAMN!!!!i cant believe it know!!!in the dream la..i was so - in the dream.
another dream is i know got desmond ng all.ex servers.hahaa.we go create a bit of havoc somewhere.go toilet also.i cant rmb what happened.then someone play with the hose all.ahahhaa!

ok i cant rmb what else happened.POEM NOW!

My heart longs for you while my eyes are dampened with tears
My soul had been broken into bits since you left me alone
My body would not move till it feels you drawing close
Why carry the burdens of the past when you have the gift of the present?
I will lead you on if only you would put down the past and take the lessons learnt.
Did you think I was gonna give up on you?
Obstacles in life are inevitable.
(There is a reason why I am in this world with you.)

Sometimes i run

Sometimes i avoid

But you will never know

How much heartfelt words

I'm longing to tell you

Those little kisses

And warm hugs

Wil be kept in my memory

It meant as much as you

BABY, i love you.



my heart toh alreadi (: this one take from somewhere one.shall not say where.hahaha.

As you draw close, flowers bloom at your scent.
As you whisper "I love you.", my little heart melts.
As you lay beside me, dreams become reality.
As we speak, secrets become similarities.
How I wish time could just stand still at that moment.
To the world you may just be somebody,
but to me, you are the world.

:D poem of the day!
Emmanuel (trademark) [except for the last sentence]

KCUF!!!!KCUF!!!KCUF!!!!thanks for spoiling my day Dawn,DAMN YOU!sensitive little kid.and mind u,im in poly,more matured now.unlike u,kid in IJ."im not your baby" WHO SAID YOU WERE?!damn.i need a soccer ball now i swear.

ok,watched money no enough 2.damn sad.almost cried.held back tears.like at the tip of my eyes.i started sniffing and shivering.woo.ALMOST rolled down,the tears.hahaa.ahh dammit la,bad mood now.cuzzie i need to talk to you.
k met sean and des ng after movie,they were playing pool,but they left so fast.so i remained with my mates.presentation was ok today.a few great things happened.but my mind is blocked now,cant rmb what happen.KNN.really damn spoiler siol.

bye everyone.
(apologies) <3

hello! just ate,went for NYP's soccer earlier on.the pitch almost became my deathbed. played not that well,then had cramp.i felt both legs cramping up,but it was my right that really stopped me.ahhah game over for me.felt like heaven.scored a goal though :D HAHA! and u know what?the coach calls me johnny!haha cuz at first he dont know my name.and john's like my nickname in class!do i have a john face?!damn...

ok ytd...went admiralty's macs to meet des ng,sean,and amanda.then i sat,and didnt know an auntie behind me wanted to walk pass.hahaha i lean back,relac.she emo sia.walk away,then walk one round and come back and sat.ahahha!so paiseh.sorry auntie!

I'll be the reason for your pain, and you can put the blame on me :D

went sch to study maths a bit today.with sean.before that at marsiling,i found an EZ link card.we checked how much.6 dollars plus.sean took it.not me ah!AHAHH!im so innocent.
saw cuzzie and her mates in formal.the ladies look so same.AHAH!
tml's MY TURN!MINE!im so dead.oh met des ng in sch.he did his project,i did maths.was so bored!i was waiting for shiam/sham,in the end he didnt go training.oh ok tell u this,i was wearing contacts.and there was a player called syah,and he looks so much like shiam from far.and once i shouted SHAM so loud.paiseh..i think noone heard.HAHAHA!basket.

Dawn looks at me,I fake a smile so she won't see (:
at first light of dawn,look towards the east.She'll be there. (:
ok,just bathed,was at cake's house.playing CS with shermann and jeremy!hahaah!sucked.kept lagging.and it was always 2 on 1.
Hey jeremy,hi uncle,hi auntie.and you are?HAHAH!my script so nice.tsktsktsk.

ok i've got a question for you.all of you.does baya means brother or sth?cuz when shermann and i left jeremy's house,downstairs nearby got this bangla,he looked at me,scratched his -,and went "baya,avenue 8 you know where?" and in my mind i was like,"mann,do i look like a baya to you?"so i frowned.and let shermann do the direction pointing.hahaha.then we ask him question,he shake head,mumble a soft "no".and he kept scratching his -!!!cant take it.so unsightly.
erm,- stands for sllab<--
cake and i wear same shirt all.hahaha.funny sia.take so long find the house,from cooling to hot.then i thought play in jeremy's room,on air con all.skalie play outside.hahaa!fun la.damn fun.talk alot of cock.drink water,go toilet.sit on the floor.heard my name from emmanuel change to eee-mel.sth like that.hahaha!remix.

oh and i cut my hair.and right after that,almost died at zebra crossing.damn malaysian car didnt stop.still can speed.freaking pissed at that moment.ahhaa.

i laugh cuz its so damn funny.
look into those beautiful eyes,
and you're so lucky cuz...
you're the reason for the teardrops on my guitar.
the only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing moon.

hahah hello!i too excited to blog.i typed "hello" as my username.tsktsktsk.
its 3.06am now!most of you are slping yeah.
k cycled to admiralty just now to meet des ng to study abit.almost died along the way.one time i was avoiding this man,so i went on the grass,i didnt know it was all so uneven.the hole was gigantic,after i went over the hole,there were lumps.so many huge ones.phew,i maintained on the seat.couldve flew forward.k after studying,go for soccer,on the way,i dunno why i so blurr,went into sth.its grass,but its lower than the ground im on.so i had to jam brake all.ahahha!
soccer,first was three on three.vs other guys la.hahaa.then four on four.then five on five.is it?sorry,its until four on four.no five.hahaha!
Cuzzie I Miss You.pompomgirlhoneycuzziewuzzie.

hello!back again!woke up at like 8 or 9 plus am to call cake.then slept till 1.36pm.haha!after that she scold me pig all.wa lao.so ungrateful.tsktsktsk.slept at 4 sth am man!wa i still cant get over the experience of going up the slope near my house ytd with my bike.i almost rolled back down i tell you.sour and tired man!ass also sour.plus shit gonna come out.woo.

pretty,the poem ah.its a long story.half of it i didnt come out with.copied from somewhere.hahaha! :D

Dawn looks at me
I fake a smile so she won't see
That I want and I'm needing
everything that we should be
I'll bet he's beautiful
that guy she talks about
And he's got everything that I have to live without

Dawn talks to me
I laugh cause it's so damn funny
That I can't even see anyone when she's with me
She says she's so in love
she's finally got it right
I wonder if she knows she's all I think about at night

She's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
She's the song in the car I keep singing
don't know why I do

Dawn walks by me
can she tell that I can't breathe?
And there she goes, so perfectly

The kind of flawless I wish I could be
He'd better hold her tight
give her all his love
Look in those beautiful eyes and know he's lucky cause

She's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only thing that keeps me wishing on a wishing star
She's the song in the car I keep singing
don't know why I do

So I drive home alone
as I turn out the light
I'll put her picture down and maybe
Get some sleep tonight

She's the reason for the teardrops on my guitar
The only one who's got enough of me to break my heart
She's the song in the car I keep singing
don't know why I do

She's the time taken up, but there's never enough
And she's all that I need to fall into

Dawn looks at me
I fake a smile so she won't see.

hello hello! :D nothing much to update you all about!im just glad project handed up alreadi,its ALMOST over.still got the damn presentation.ahaha!blog song gonna change too!
thanks Joanne BG for the honey juice that day.and happy belated birthday!hahaha!

when i see your smile,it feels like heaven.
when i hear your voice,im instantly at peace.
when i sit by your side,worries are being taken away.
the sun feels brighter with you around.
people feel happier with you around.
thanks for the bottle of honey.
officially yours.me love,you.
(:

ok good morning people!its 3.08am now!went cycling.my ass tore i think.control the shit too long.my leg kept shaking too,cuz so many slopes,the one nearest my place ah,i alsmot died.haah!
<3
cuzzie you rock! :D