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Tuesday, June 30, 2009,

I sit and wait, does an angel
contemplate my fate?
And do they know the places where we go
when we're grey and old
cuz I've been told that salvation
lets their wings unfold
so when I'm lying in my bed
thoughts runnin thru my head
and I feel the love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

& thru it all she offers me protection
alot of love and affection
whether I'm right or wrong
and down the waterfall
wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
when I come to call
she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

when im feeling weak
And my pain walks down a one way street
I look above
and I know I'll always be blessed with love
and as the feeling grows
she breathes flesh to my bones
and I feel the love is dead
I'm loving angels instead

& thru it all she offers me protection
alot of love and affection
whether I'm right or wrong
and down the waterfall
wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
when I come to call
she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

& thru it all she offers me protection
alot of love and affection
whether I'm right or wrong
and down the waterfall
wherever it may take me
I know that life won't break me
when I come to call
she won't forsake me
I'm loving angels instead

1:17 PM

Sunday, June 28, 2009,

Hello hello (:
Okay just now was Server's Night! Good job and effort mann doods.
apologies for myself, been like the worse one there.

alright,had three hours of slp this morning, was on the phone (:
then woke up to jog. then lunched at causeway.. then bam's house to work out some more. kept playing ball with Gwen... Then Geri and Bam joined in too!

then went home, bathed, went to church for E.C, then servers night!

damn, 3times in two days. i cant tell you what are the numbers for, but its hilarious! HAHAH!
S.Gs must really hate us, bam...

missing you loads b.

goodnight everyone! YESTERDAY WAS ED WESTWICK'S BIRTHDAY, HOPE YOU ALL WISHED HIM!

12:00 AM

Saturday, June 27, 2009,

Hey yo everyone (:
Been in church like.... i dunno how long a day nowadays. and some more im always going late,cant imagine the rest. they treating it like hotel alreadi.hahah!
Father scared the shit outta us last night while we were singing.HAHA. Shouted freaking loud.

alright and today, was sucha.... a day filled with emotions mann. hahaha! im not going into details. (:

alright everyone, take good care of yourselves. sorry for being missing for so long.ahhaha! just damn busy with church stuff and all (:
nights!

12:57 AM

Tuesday, June 23, 2009,

sighs.
hey ppl (:

okay just bathed and all. stayed over last night at sha jie's house. with ian. then in the morning, followed her to support her for her SGP IDOL. woo she got in!! managed to meet Gurmit, hahaha first time speaking to him for me. and i'll be on tv!woo! will i? yeah i think i will! so cool.

she got through!we were damn excited for her... hahah. like taking Os result or sth.

okay then head to Bam's house, played games and all. headed to church to meet aylwin and sheila and discuss abt tml's bbq.

mann. not feeling exactly very smooth with my feelings recently. keeps going up and down. like major difference. one moment i can be on top of the world, next, i'll be lower than low.
been quite a weird difficult time for me. im good, but difficult.

<3
you can take my breath away.

6:52 PM

Sunday, June 21, 2009,

I woke up early this morning, with a big smile on my face! :D

Okay phone kept ringing cuz of the wake up calls and msges from Bam and Shermann and so on.
attended 11am e.c with Bam, it was good,managed to take down notes during it. First reading from Job, second from 2 Corinthians, Gospel from Mark, homily about storm, inside you and around you. if the storm within you is greater than the outside one,there is no way you can overcome the outside one. You'll lose faith,lose focus. :D see!i listened! :D

okay then walked to causeway for lunch with Bam, ate at macs,went to church then shit.ahhaha had meeting.... then served 6pm! long fun day in church and causeway today! :D

Okay tml tml see you again!
http://www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm
vote for extended holidays on the left!
hopefully its for polies too (:

woo did push ups! its fun! but arms aching like ..... i dunno what word to use.

10:43 PM

Saturday, June 20, 2009,

hello you! :D kay this morning,was still aslp right, then thought i still on the phone,then i suddenly say "hmmm?".haha then realise no phone.hahahah k i know i always have weird dreams la.sorry.

okay went to school to meet doctor tan. after that SUPPOSED to have lunch appointment with desmond ng, bosco, sandra,and joscelyn. but it got cancelled cuz des didnt inform bosco about it.so i rushed to vivo to meet up with Bam and Michelle. we had lunch at SUBWAY :D
then walked walked,slacked around, and this boy made fun of my shirt k! i thought he making fun of michelle,then i point at her and laugh.then he suddenly say "haha vietnamese!red and yellow !"
then Bam pointed out that i was wearing the vietnam shirt. red base with yellow star.hahaha!
paiseh la! ):

and i played soccer again! after two months!woo top scorer! :D who's the man!!!

1:02 AM

Friday, June 19, 2009,

Hello! and Goodbye soon, gonna sleep!hahaha.
Kay i watched Ghosts of girlfriends past just now. fantastic show,full of emotion, made me tear.hahah!

i failed my FTT! ): study so hard then fail. know how demoralising it is?! feel my pain now!
okay later going out again (:

goodnight every bodyyyy. Don't cry, don't frown or whatsoever. Smile, be happy, the world will appear to have more colours to you suddenly. (:
<3

12:48 AM

Monday, June 15, 2009,

Yo there. (:
This afternoon, went to causeway to "study" with Bam. in the library la. was reading my FTT book, and some instrument book before that. while she was busy tryna slp and stuff. i corrected her english in the Compre!!hahaha!

okay then headed to orchard, met up with her friend, Pamela Chong. That's how u spell it i hope. k then ate at Food Republic in i dunno where. hahaha. walked here walked there .
slacked around lido and all.
trained to marina, missed trains, and trained back to woodlands.saw angelyn in the train. she was too far away to say hi la,sorry.
k headed to Bam's place,ate apples, watched Hell Boy, played with Gwen, listened to Gerri's convo on the phone.hahaah.

and im back home (:

tomorrow going east coast with nicole jie, ian and his bros! cousins'/uncle/auntie outing it shall be.ahahhaha!

okay i cant blog abt sth else (; too bad mann. must keep it to myself :D

<3

take care everyone.

10:08 PM


Hey doodies. been really busy with I dunno what. church,school,reflecting on disappointments,weddings,blabla.

so yeah okay,triduum was not bad (: and then sat was feast day EC with long procession combined with Corpus Christi. damn cool. but after that, had a disappointment and bad night, had to call Bam and chat till way past midnight, and she really can cheer me up mann.
and came Sunday, feast day funfair! k got dunked a few times only, but still damn shagged and this year's turn out was tremendously HORRIBLE!!!! seriously! pasarmalams would have been more crowded. But not forgetting those who turned up, you're deeply appreciated for your support, at least by me la (:
kay then at night was the dinner,kinda boring, food wasn't as fantastic as before. was long and draggy..blabla.
walked bam home, then walked home. and.... here i am!

okay i love the new Heineken ad. its freakingly funny kay the first time i saw it.HAHA! they added too much drama inside.HAHAHAH.

alright, whoever's feeling down, and you know you're shedding tears for no good reason, please man, stop crying, try to think straighter, get your focuses right. yeah? (:

and b, I REALLY LOVE YOU.

1:22 AM

Thursday, June 11, 2009,

Kay while the world attends anger management courses, i think i must attend hunger management courses. learn to control the tummy or sth. kk damn hungry now.gonna have dinner.

went polyclinic this morning, had to wear mask and blabla cuz my rating was yellow. had all the symptoms for swine flu except one,which was breathlessness. maybe i had it, but i know if i told the dude i had that, thats it...i think i'll still be in the clinic now.
k then went to civics centre to collect clothes.hahaha!

k went over to mich's house to eat after that. then i went home,bathed, changed, went for E.C.

and now,im home, gonna eat :D

missya!

we've been hearing Kiss Me Thru The Phone in stores eh!hahahah!twice in two days alreadi.good good. :D

<3

11:01 PM

Wednesday, June 10, 2009,

Turn around, turn around and fix your eye in my direction
So there is a connection, I can't speak
I can't make a sound to somehow capture your attention
I'm staring at perfection, take a look at me so you can see
How beautiful you are

You call me a stranger, you say I'm a danger
But all these thoughts are leaving you tonight
I'm broke and abandoned, you are an angel
Making all my dreams come true tonight.

(:

I'm having sore throat, cough, flu and slight fever i think.
so cant really sing, only can type the lyrics out.hahaha!

alright those that are sad, once again, smile and be happy! :D

<3

how i wish that was never a prank

9:55 PM

Monday, June 08, 2009,

Hello! :D

ok sorry for the weird attitude i've been showing recently. i know i've always been weird, but its been particularly weirder these days. hahah.

k and i didnt know our backs could sneeze (inside joke with b.b, tsk we're damn mean)

nothing much happened today, just brought books that i shouldnt have brought, make my shoulder ache for no reason. all the lessons never use book. sad ah.hahha
k ivan and i were singing chinese songs, an jing and wo ke yi. till we teared, and eugene had to leave the class cuz he felt like crying too. then one period of time we got addicted to All Out Of Love. HAHA so cool.
"I'm lying alone, with my head on the phone, thinking of you till it hurts....
I'm all outta love, I'm so lost without you, I know you were right, believing for so long.
I'm all outta love, what am I without you?..."

k cant wait for tomorrow evening, get to see b.b at last, and have our own Dinner & Dance. hahaha!

goodnight people!

P.S LD suits you perfectly, b.b :D

11:56 PM

Sunday, June 07, 2009,

hello (:
just got back from cousin's wedding. Carolina jie... and Adrain. Congrats man.
k i spoke to ah ma, and she say soon will be my turn to marry. then i say next year ah.
my mum was there and just imagine the look on her face man.hahahah!

alright,then mum,her friend,and another cousin said i maybe jap.due to my beard shadow.and they were hinting something else la. damn mean ): hahha. SIGHS mannn.
Uncle, also damn bad. prawns came for one of the dishes, and he said very good for men.the AHEM. then we ate....till left one. he gave it to me and said, "you're the youngest here . haha"
wa lao! problem with having too many adults and no youths. they take the opportunity to karchiao you.
okay....then, was planning to give my aunt the dessert. cuz i dont usually take them unless its ice cream. she said it was good,good for pimples and all. then i ask whats this. she said FROG'S SALIVA!mann! now,imagine the look on my face back then.
& i drank hell loads man, world was spinning after my last cup. "drowning in drunk sincerity"- pluss 44 lyrics.hahaha.
couldnt walk properly, kept going sideways ): mummy had to hold me.
and shit man,guess what!i forgot to zip my pants man. hopefully noone saw! *embarrassed*

i decided to go toilet one last time, then wanted to unzip but damn,it was alreadi down,so i cursed.HAHA. lucky got napkin all the way on my lap.haha :D

alright,shall stop here.

I miss you big time G <3 hope you're doing well and enjoying while being holy.hahah!

12:16 AM

Friday, June 05, 2009,

Hey all (:
just got backed. didnt make it back in time for soccer. (and i love my new Eminem album!)
hahaha.
alright,its a travel-filled day.

started from morning,reaching mrt to get to sch,realise i forgot to bring out my phone warranty,so cant collect it. so,part of my plan spoilt.
so after sch,headed home to take the card,headed back to bishan, headed to D.Ghaut,met up with bam. then back to bishan.then woodlands. watched Terminator with her :D !at last!woo!hahaha damn shiok. went to her place, she bathed, then headed out to hougang,sent her to CAYC for her camp. nah, she's facilitating, not participating.hahaha. got lost halfway la.hahaha
k then headed back alone,damn shagged.

fun day (:
<3
I'll be missing you.

meeting and cousin's wedding tml!

10:24 PM

Wednesday, June 03, 2009,

Hello! yesterday, after school,went plaza sing and city hall with bambam. in plaza sing,it was with her friends, joyce and jenell/jelnell. Hahha k im not sure how to spell the latter.
we were supposed to find Marina barrage, but couldnt. so went walk around, found Eminem's new album. bought it on the spot.no second thoughts. the songs damn nice. glad he became more matured,and dedicated the album to Proof.sad story.
Stay happy up there in Heaven Proof. (:
k then went to church for dance :D damn fun,especially my acting part.HAHAH

okay damn, just got to know of sth sad. immatured stuff.

alright, just got home not long ago, was at Amk hub after sch, met up with bam, Ivan gave me a tremendous shock from behind,almost let go my bubble tea...I ate and drank, she drank bubble tea, which spilled on her. last time coffee spill on her. now tea spill. hahaha mouth got hole. alright, then we movied, watched Night at the Museum 2, hilarious. hahahaa kah ruh bah?k i forgot that dudes name,and forgot the first soundtracked played that i sang along with.HAHA.

alright,headed back home.... and... here i am. (:
tomorrow,dancing after school in church again :D must not forget the steps.must rmb those hip hop moves too.HAHA. Father tested me yesterday ah,paiseh.

take care people,
sometimes you judge wrongly, shouldnt even be judging. hahaha.


<3

9:08 PM